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Return of Wisdom
Updated 10-19-19
This is a situation that we must look at with objectivity and
let our Hearts embrace ourselves and our fellow human beings.
let our Hearts embrace ourselves and our fellow human beings.
Return of wisdom is a continuation of the “Heights of Wisdom” story I wrote around the year 2005. In this story a young ambitious politician hikes up a tall mountain to seek the advice of a woman who is known to be the wisest person in the world, because he wants to help save humanity. Her name is Wisdom and she shows him that dark forces have been taking over the Heart of humanity. Then it ends with her aiming to come down off her mountain to help a woman who is being surrounded by darkness while trying to help humanity…etc.
This part of this book is about Wisdom’s return from her mountain retreat to help the woman who is me. But this is not fiction. It is a portrayal of the types of conversations that I’ve had with the heart of my own wisdom and compassion as I figured out the targeting, while being so heavily targeted that it was often difficult to look past my own suffering and realize the full scope of what has been happening to me and my loved ones and the rest of humanity. This is written in a play type of format, in order to help deliver awareness of a few of the things that have been happening to me as well as other Torture Victims. This is really just a condensed hint of some of my experiences with covert harassment and technological tortures and the homeless plight I have been trapped in. The character, named Wisdom, looks into the bigger picture of this situation with compassion for all instead of blaming and judging. She is a depiction of the Love and Compassion which resides inside all our hearts and is needed to rise up and set humanity free.
This part of this book is about Wisdom’s return from her mountain retreat to help the woman who is me. But this is not fiction. It is a portrayal of the types of conversations that I’ve had with the heart of my own wisdom and compassion as I figured out the targeting, while being so heavily targeted that it was often difficult to look past my own suffering and realize the full scope of what has been happening to me and my loved ones and the rest of humanity. This is written in a play type of format, in order to help deliver awareness of a few of the things that have been happening to me as well as other Torture Victims. This is really just a condensed hint of some of my experiences with covert harassment and technological tortures and the homeless plight I have been trapped in. The character, named Wisdom, looks into the bigger picture of this situation with compassion for all instead of blaming and judging. She is a depiction of the Love and Compassion which resides inside all our hearts and is needed to rise up and set humanity free.
A bit of hope flickers then brightens again.
Memories of a time from way back then.
Hope for the darkness to come to an end,
Where Light's wings spread in the wind,
As I bring Wisdom back into my life,
And dare believe all will be alright.
Sharon is sitting in her car in a parking lot. This car, as well as a few others became her homes since the country homes she'd owned, her work, her bank accounts and her relationships with loved ones have been sabotaged.
Sharon puts aside a puzzle she was working on, lights a cigarette and is numbly gazing out her car window
A beautiful little Dove suddenly lands near her car and she smiles. A little blessing in a distressing day.
Sharon; Oh my God!
Sharon hears a deep and passionate voice singing a song she wrote called Yearn for Freedom's Peace...
Oh dear Lord please set us free.
Wrap your love around us.
Keep us safe.
Surround us, 'til Freedom's Peace has found us.
Oh dear Lord please set us free. Oh dear Lord please set us free
No more suffering. No more wars. No more locks on Freedom's doors.
No more torture. No more pain. No more lives lost in the rain.
No more stealing of our souls. No more twisted mind control.
No more families torn apart. No more murdering of our Hearts.
No more! NO MORE! No more. Oh please. God, please. No more!
Oh dear Lord please set us free. Wrap your love around us.
Keep us safe. Surround us, 'til Freedom's Peace has found us.
Oh dear Lord please set us free. Oh dear Lord please set us free
No more suffering all alone - hit by hearts turned to stone.
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o more victims forced to fall. No more silence through it all.
No more chains of darkness. No more crazy covert mess.
No more staged deaths. No more gone. No more enslavement "home."
No more! NO MORE! No more. Oh please. God, please. No more!
Oh dear Lord please set us free.
Wrap your love around us.
Keep us safe.
Surround us, 'til Freedom's Peace has found us.
Oh dear Lord please set us free. Oh dear Lord please set us free
All of humanity – all of the world and me."
Sharon notices Wisdom singing and slowly waddling toward her from the far end of the parking lot. She rushes to put out the cigarette, jumps out of her car and runs toward her. Wisdom holds her arms wide open for a hug. As Sharon melts into her embrace tears fill Wisdom's Loving eyes and roll down her ancient wrinkled face. Sharon: I'm so glad to see you. Sharon is sobbing and Wisdom holds her in a strong bear hug, rocking her back and forth. A huge blessing.
Wisdom: Let it out, Honey. Let it out.
A raven swoops down screeching several times. Then a car slowly drives by with the windows wide open, the man who is driving yells at the woman in the passenger seat, "Get out of here! GET OUT! GET OUT!" The woman smiles at Sharon and Wisdom. Sharon starts to break out of the hug, but Wisdom keeps holding her.
Wisdom; Don’t let them break this up, honey. Let’s ignore them.
Someone loudly yells, "YOU ARE GOING TO GET NAILED!"
Sharon: There is so much I need to tell... Sharon's voice is drowned out when a truck parks nearby with a radio blaring. “Girls just want to have fun...”
Wisdom: I Love you. A vehicle peels out of the parking lot, emitting the screech of tires spinning on pavement.
Sharon; I love you too. I’ve missed you so much! A business man, dressed in a suit coat, walks by and loudly spits on the ground next to them.
Wisdom; Things will get better in the world. The hell will be stopped. Wisdom and Sharon sit in the car as it starts to rain.
Sharon: They are trying to scare you away.
Wisdom; They can’t. I came to help and I’m not leaving you. A group of teenagers slowly drive right up next to them. A young girl in the car says, "She smells." A car horn honks on the other side of them. Sharon: They are so mean! How can people be so cruel? A man starts beating on the back of a stop sign after walking out of a bar. Wisdom; Some people call it "gang stalking" but this gives the wrong impression, because they are not part of a street gang and they are not like real stalkers. They are people, from all walks of life, who are being used by a dark secret society. Most of them do not know what they are being used by and some do not even know that they are being used at all. They are all like blind puppets. Poor things. They are victims too. An ambulance rushes by with sirens blaring. Sharon: They hurt me so much that it’s sometimes hard for me to feel compassion for them. Initially I viewed all of them as perpetrators, like most Targeted Individuals do, but I know now that they are just being used by the real perpetrators. It has all been so confusing that so many people have been involved with targeting me, even some of my loved ones. It seems like whole communities are in on it, even private businesses, churches, police departments, libraries, veterans, government agancies…etc. Wisdom; Its overwhelming. But we must remember that they are victims of the hell that uses them to harass you and others. Even many of those who use the puppets are also puppets being used. Some of it may not be intended to be harassment, although it feels that way. It’s all confusing to me as well. But I do strongly feel that most of them are being used by the dark forces and do not even realize it. They are victims too. The "real perpetrators" are the people who started this holocaust - those who set up the whole dark secret society that has either deceived or recruited or has enslaved masses of people to use like puppets. They hold the strings on all the puppets below them and there are many layers and categories of people whom they use. The categories range from groups of hard core criminals and satanic occults...to good decent people who are either mind control victims or have been deceived into thinking that they have joined and are following a secret society that is good. Sharon; I've thought it was a satanic occult. Wisdom; There is definitely a satanic occult involved in targeting you. But most of the people they use are not Satanists. (Some have even been good decent people who think they are helping.) And I don't know if the leaders of this hell are actually in the Satanism religion, but it must be something like it or possibly worse if there is anything worse. Their behaviors are dark as hell and completely heartless and it all has to be stopped. (I call them the dark ones for lack of any better word I can think of to describe their behaviors.) Two police cars rush by with sirens blaring. Wisdom; I really feel for the local law enforcement people. They have been set up to be unfairly blamed in many situations. Some of them had wanted to help you, after you reported the obvious parts of the targeting to them, but they were targeted too and prevented from being here for you. Many police officers and state troopers became victims of complete enslavement, especially in towns that you have frequented. Some of the enslaved ones have been used against you, but they are victims too. It’s horribly sad for all of you. Sharon; It’s all been so confusing and scary. Wisdom: I know, honey. It is. It’s too bad that the police have not had the protection they needed and that they do not even have the jurisdiction to do anything about the worst parts of the targeting, which they have also been victims of too. Remember your chiropractor friend telling you about his vehicle accident? I feel that that was not an accident - that the police officer was made to swerve into a head on collision with the chiropractor’s vehicle and that BOTH of them were victims in this disaster. Sharon is getting sleepy. Wisdom; Lets go get something to eat. Sharon puts on the windshield wipers and it becomes extremely difficult to see through the windshield. Sharon: Darn! They did it again! A child walks by and says, "You too." Wisdom: They sure did. They sprayed something on your windshield that makes it really hard to see through when it gets wet. This has happened to you a lot and it’s a good thing that you’ve not gotten into an accident. We’ll have to wash it off before we go. Sharon pulls window cleaner and paper towels out of the trunk and washes the windshield. Sharon: I’ve also had more flat tires and sudden brake losses than I can count, at this point. They can drain my battery instantly, wherever they want to leave me stranded. They have put sticky substances on my steering wheels and door handles and seat. They’ve moved the position of my side and rear view mirrors, which happened a lot around 2010 when they damaged my engine in a way that caused the gas to literally poor out through the air filter when I started it. They’ve dumped water in my trunks to damage my belongings. And the list could go on. A flock of geese fly by honking and people are loudly slamming doors on vehicles that have been parking around them. Wisdom: They have destroyed many of your vehicles too. And they have been drugging you, which is horrible and must be stopped. Let’s go. The car stalls as Sharon pulls out of the parking spot and Wisdom starts laughing a deep soulful laugh that slowly shifts Sharon’s scowl into a wavering smirk. Sharon: It’s not funny! A woman walks by itching her groin and says, "You too." Wisdom: I know. But it’s just so ridiculous. The car suddenly starts. Sharon drives to a fast food restaurant. Wisdom: We can’t eat here. There are many puppets working in these places, even in the expensive restaurants. They have often put parasites and chemicals in the food they prepare for you. I have some strong sage tea and raw garlic and Black Walnut and Barberry herbs for you to take. You need them, honey. Let’s get something at a grocery store. The puppets there do bad things too, but our chances are much better there. Sharon: I will definitely take you up on the herbs. Sharon uses the bathroom in the store and as soon as she sits on the toilet a store employee rushes over and angrily tries to open the door, loudly rattling the door, as if trying to break in, even after it’s obvious that it is locked and someone is in there. Sharon rushes to finish and walks out of the bathroom to where Wisdom is waiting for her. Wisdom frowns. Sharon; Another puppet. Wisdom; I watched it. The puppet got a text message and then left customers waiting just to come and harass you. They make it impossible for you to even just relax and go to the bathroom! They get their food and then the cash register malfunctions and they must pay cash. The cashier forgets to give back a ten dollar bill. And then the electricity goes out in the store. Sharon; This is ridiculous. A man with a loud booming voice yells out, "F___you! F___! F___! STOP! F___! You too!" He appears to be screaming at someone else, but the words are for Wisdom and Sharon. His voice is so threatening that someone calls the police. Three cruisers roll into the parking lot, with sirens blaring, as Wisdom and Sharon leave. Sharon. It’s not always this bad. The obvious and obnoxious stuff happens in rounds and its not been as extreme as that man, who was so loud he also terrorized other people. There are periods of time when they actually back off on this or other parts of the targeting. It happens in rounds. Your being here has clearly disturbed them. The rain has let up. They drive to a park and sit on a bench and start making sandwiches and then several people come to sit on the ground near them. They start whispering to each other, repeatedly glancing at Sharon, laughing and saying things like, "She" and "Crazy" and "Smells" louder than anything else they say. Wisdom: It is impossible to completely ignore them. Sharon shrugs and sadly looks at Wisdom. A couple walks by repeating parts of the conversation that Sharon and Wisdom had in the store. Wisdom; What was that song you wrote about puppets? Living in a World of Puppets Living in a world of puppets that is far too real. Sometimes I cannot stand how it makes me feel. Living in a world of puppets. How did life get this way? Only empty words they say. Who will set them free? Who can? And who is free to understand? Living in a world of puppets. Who is that sweet little girl in the row of pale blue coats Her little mind and Heart looking far too remote? Living in a world of puppets. And who is that little boy being tossed around like a toy, The one kept in lower classes wearing dark sun glasses? Living in a world of puppets. What will happen to them? Will they find their Hearts again? I wish they were who they are - every single one a unique star. Living in a world of puppets. What's that pain in my head? Why does that man's eyes look dead? Was it something he did or said? Can I choose Freedom instead? Living in a world of puppets. Why is a laser beam from the sky making that lady, over there, cry? And who is prescribing her that pill even though she is not ill? Living in a world of puppets. Who is holding the strings, while Freedom's bell pretends to ring? Who hides in that blackest cloud behind a holocaustal shroud? Living in a world of puppets. How did life get this way? Only empty words they say. Who will set them free? Who can? And who is free to understand? Living in a world of puppets that is far too real. Sometimes I cannot stand how it makes me feel. Sharon; This has been like being in a horribly abusive relationship that I would never stay in of my own free will. But I have had no choice and no way out of it, which feels horrible. They tell me to leave my life in order for it to stop, but they are the ones who should leave my life. It’s MY life! "Go!" One of the puppets loudly yells. Wisdom; You belong right here in your life. Let’s move to a more peaceful place. They go to a place out in the country, on the side of a dirt road. They lay out a blanket over moss and sit leaning against a large rock that is backed by white birch trees. They got away from the crowds, but they are not alone. They are being watched through satellites, in a system that is also equipped with laser (microwave) weapons. And every word they say is still being heard through microchips that have been planted in their bodies. Wisdom; This is far better. Sharon finishes eating half of her sandwich and tucks away the other half in her bag. Then she pulls it back out again and starts eating it. Sharon; I'd better eat the other half so they won't kill me. Wisdom and Sharon both laugh, because this has become a joke since Sharon had a dream, which showed her dead body at a morg and a mortician telling someone that her stomach was empty, although she had been eating half sandwiches for meals when she was killed. Sharon; Sometimes joking about it helps to defuse my fear. Wisdom; It helps. Wisdom feels a sudden blast of pain in her back. Wisdom; I think I just got hit with a laser weapon. Someone yells "Stop that!" And then a puppet walks by picking their nose. Sharon; My nose is itching a lot and the finger that I just scratched it with is hurting terribly. Sharon tucks her hand under her leg and the pain stops, but her leg hurts a little bit. Wisdom; They have been harassing you about, picking your nose since at least the late 1980s. They repeatedly made your nose tickle and itch, with lasers at times when it was really uncomfortable for you, like when you were trying to enjoy a meal or when you were visiting people or trying to have an important conversation with someone you were close to...etc. And they have even actually infected your nose with some sort of parasite or organism. Then as you wiped or itched or picked they either sent puppets, who pretend to be picking their nose, to walk by you or they tortured the fingers you used or both. Three of your fingers have now been crippled due to this. And they watch you in private, in order to even notice. They could probably see you through either your lap top or the TV in the motel room you were in when they began crippling the two fingers on your left hand. And the third finger was done just months ago. "Alright" a puppet says as Wisdom's nose starts itching too. Sharon; It hurts terribly when they laser my finger. It’s like an intense burning. Wisdom's brain is lasered in the way that causes intense anger, and she cuts loose. Wisdom; Hopefully those who do these sorts of things will find their Hearts and realize that the only wrong that has been happening in this situation is THEIR intrusions into your body and your life. Practically everyone picks their nose every now and then, especially when there is something crusty stuck in there and can come out easiest with a sharp finger nail. Most people do the same thing with crusty stuff that gathers in the corners of their eyes, which is the same stuff that is in our noses. It’s a childish and delinquent thing to degrade people for picking their nose and it’s shocking that anyone would torture a person for it. What has been being done to you with the nose picking stuff is absolutely cruel. Your nose would probably rarely itch or bother you if it were free of their inflictions. This has been yet another thing that THEY have done to you, while trying to make you feel like you are the one who is disgusting or bad or wrong. It’s THEIR behaviors that are disgusting and bad a wrong and should not be happening. Sharon; Thank you for standing up for me. Wisdom; You often do not say enough. I'm saying some of it for you. They have done a lot of things to you that they blame and degrade you for. They distract you and blame you for being distracted. They brainwash you into misperceiving something and then degrade you for misperceiving. They drug and brainwash you into an abusive relationship with one of their puppets and then degraded you for being in the relationship. They sabotaged your relationships with your children and then degraded you for not being closer to them and even accused you of being "the poorest excuse of a mother"...etc. This hurt you terribly. This list could fill a whole book. And God help you with the things you have done, of your own free will, which they can try to make you wrong about, like abortion. You didn't know why you were suddenly surrounded by women who were holding babies every time you went out in public in the late 1990s. They were puppets being used to try to make you feel bad. I think the unusual amounts of dead animals, that they leave on roads you have traveled, may be connected to this too. They want you to feel like a murderer, but you aren't. There is nothing wrong with terminating a pregnancy within a couple months after conception. There are even many plants that can help women to make this process far easier than the clinical abortions. The plants and the doses needed should become more well known for both prevention and termination of early pregnancy. And it should be known that using the plants is not nearly as dangerous (if it is dangerous at all) as some people seem to want us believe. I wish you had known about and used the plants instead of going to an abortion clinic. It would have been far easier and safer. Sharon; It’s hard to realize everything, sometimes I feel like I have to try to not even think about it in order to tolerate it and keep surviving it, especially when the tortures and general microwaving has been bad. Between that and everything else it’s just too much. I need freedom from it before I can start facing more of it. A little boy walks by, looks at them and smirls just before starting to pick his nose. He's clearly been told to do this and thinks its just a cool game. Wisdom; Looks like we cannot avoid it since they sabotaged your country homes and we have no home to go to. I sensed that we were still being watched. They have done things to make your scalp and ears and vagina itch too. It’s horrible - what they have been doing to you on a regular basis. Sharon is suddenly inflicted with a severe burning sensation in her vaginal area. Sharon: This technological torture part of the targeting is difficult too. Most of the time I try not to react, but it sometimes hurts so much that I can hardly stand it. Sometimes I get angry and feel like I cannot take another episode or day of it. I've had a hard time believing that they are actually shooting me with laser weapons that are built into satellites. But I know they are. It’s all been so horribly painful, disruptive and intrusive. Wisdom is inflicted with a steady tingling and vibrating sensation in her upper legs. Wisdom; Its horribly abusive also. Most people have thought that being watched and shot with beams of radio waves through satellites is only science fiction. They know that beams of radio waves are shot down from satellites for internet access. But they have blindly disbelieved that the targetings can happen due to mass brain washings and a lack of awareness of the capabilities of radio wave technologies, especially space based ones. Its only common sense that these technologies can be criminally used. And they have been for many decades. Many satellites are privately owned and can be used by just about anyone. Sharon; I feel the Truth in that even though I have been told the opposite. Wisdom; We are going to have to continue through these laser shots and microwaving. It’s not easy but we can do it. A sudden stabbing laser shot inflicts Wisdom with a burn blister on her thigh. Sharon; I feel angry that it’s even happening. Wisdom; You have every right to feel angry. I feel angry too. And I feel so sad for you. They forced you into isolation before cruelly vamping up all levels of the targeting on you. You should not be alone with this and it’s horrible that you have been for so long. It’s just not right. They have also been torturing some of the people, who would have had the Heart and the courage to be here for you if they'd known what was happening. All of you have been too overwhelmed with your own suffering to even sense the need for, or be a source of, help to each other, which has been the intention of the dark forces. Tears well up in Wisdom's eyes as her sadness for Sharon grips her. Then she is inflicted with a laser shot to her chest, which has an extremely fast vibrating sort of feeling, and makes her feel like she is having a heart attack. She bears the pain and it lessons after a while. Sharon; Sometimes I feel like its driving me crazy. Wisdom; I understand, but you are not crazy. The fact that they have not driven you completely crazy by now is proof of your sanity and strength. Sharon: Most people seem to assume that I’m just "mentally ill". Some even think that the chaos and disasters, which have happened around me, are because I am evil and that it is all somehow my fault. A car alarm goes off in a driveway around the corner in the road. More puppets are now gathering at a puppet's home there. Wisdom; There is nothing wrong with you. Yes, you have been wounded, on every level. But you can heal from that. And healing is something you are very experienced with. It’s what you are supposed to be doing with your life. It’s a shame they have prevented most of it. You must believe that you are not crazy, honey. Sharon; Sometimes I have wondered. A puppet in the distance yells, "Crazy." Wisdom. They want you to think you’re crazy but you aren't. They have hit you with horribly destructive levels of mental and psychological abuse. It is not you. It’s them. And you are not evil. Nothing they have done to you is your fault. And nothing that they do to anyone else is your fault. Sharon's nose continues to tingle and itch. Andher head has a steady ache that is caused by the microwaves being shot into it. Sharon; Many of my loved ones have been convinced that I'm crazy. One has even repeatedly tried to convince me that I am evil. It all hurts so much, not only because of what it has done to me, but because it also prevents me from being there for them, especially for my children who lost trust in me. They needed a mother they could trust. They needed me. This has hurt my children a lot! Wisdom is inflicted with a dull and intensifying pain in her shoulder. Wisdom; I feel for all of you so much. They were not aware of the targeting, which made the whole situation impossible to deal with. If only they knew. You have had to stay away from them so that they would not continue being used to hurt you. Them being used to hurt you hurts them too. It’s because of brain washings with technological and pharmaceutical mind control that people have such a hard time believing that any of this targeting is even happening. It can even wipe memories out of a person's mind. The whole public should become aware of what has been happening to people like you and heavily targeted families like yours…as well as what has been happening to the rest of humanity, including how even just the mild levels of technological brainwashings can be used to push masses of people toward shopping at certain stores or into voting in certain ways. I feel that most people are not totally free to make their own choices with important things. All of humanity must be set free, in order for our world to function properly and justly. Tears slide down Sharon’s cheeks. A woman walks by wiping her cheeks as if she is crying, but she isn't really crying. She's a puppet who is mimicking Sharon. Wisdom; I have sensed that you have doubted yourself a lot. And I hope you now know that you are not crazy or "mentally ill" or evil or any of the other things that they've tried to crush and slander you with. I thought you needed this validation. So now you have it. Sharon; I did need it. Thank you. Sharon pulls out a cigarette and suddenly starts coughing before she even lights it. Her lungs and sinuses are being microwaved in a way that starts sudden and severe congestion. For a while she is chocking. Wisdom rubs her back until it subsides. Wisdom; I understand you and your situation. What has been being done to you, as well as many others, is so cruel and so sad, its beyond description. It all should be stopping. Wisdom suddenly grabs her foot. Her toes are being lazered in a way that causes them to twist unnaturally, like what happens with an extremely painful "charlie-horse." Sharon; I’m so glad you do understand. It means more to me than words can say. Thank you for caring too. Wisdom; Your very welcome. More should care and it’s sad that they have not been allowed to. Sharon; I've been getting nuked a lot, lately, with a new form of radiation that is aimed at my neck and upper chest and jaw. Its feels horrible. And odd growth have just started forming on my skin. A puppet walks by and loudly says "Alright." Then a heavy dose of microwaves are directed, at both Sharon and Wisdom, from a satellite. Sharon; I'm starting to feel a bit dizzy. Wisdom: Me too. Sharon starts to feel extreme pain in her head and leaps off to the side of the blanket as she starts to vomit. Wisdom; Oh, honey! Sharon; It hurts so bad! Make it stop! Can you make it stop? Wisdom hugs her and holds her head in her hands as she struggles with the pain that she is also inflicted with. Sharon doubles over grabbing her head with her own hands. She starts crying and screaming, Sharon; "Stop! Stop it! Stop! Stop! Please stop. Sharon is sitting cross-legged, sobbing and rocking herself back and forth. Wisdom is crying and is also feeling the pain too intensely to help her. Wisdom; I wish I could make it stop, but I can't because it’s not a natural illness. Oh, this is terrible! I wish I could stop it. The weapons they do this with must be stopped. We need official help with stopping criminal use of both the space and ground based technologies. Let’s rest a few minutes. Take a few slow deep breaths. It was hours before the pain let up and a very exhausted Wisdom and Sharon resumed their conversation. Wisdom has a vision of satellites shooting radio waves into the minds of people. It shows people’s brains being connected to a computer system through satellites. And she sees other things. She knows it’s all true, although it looks like something out of a science fiction horror movie, that even includes real Frankeinstine and cloning things being done to human beings who are remotely controlled through space based technologies. In between talking to Sharon, and in between the attacks Wisdom continues having visions about the targeting and the enslavement of humanity. Wisdom: I just had a vision, but I forgot what it was about. It was something I needed to tell you. I remember having it and that it was important, but I don’t remember what it was. A man yells, "you f__ing bitch!" Wisdom closes her eyes and imagines pure White Light filling her body and washing away the effects of the intrusions. Wisdom; Now I remember, but it’s a bit foggy. It showed most of humanity being controlled, some people worse than others. It showed technological and pharmaceutical mind control being the root cause of most of the problems we are now faced with in our troubled world - the heartlessness, the greed, the cruelty, the terror and the lack of awareness that has enabled the continuation of holocaustal crimes against uncountable numbers of human beings...and how it must be completely stopped as quickly as possible. Sharon's brain is lasered in a way that inflicts her with hearing loss and blured vision. Sharon; What did you say? I'm having a hard time hearing you. Are you whispering? Sharon suddenly starts hearing normally again. Wisdom; I'm talking normal. Our thoughts can even be read during the technological brain intrusions. And thoughts can be plugged into our brains. It is very possible that both of these things have been happening to you as well as many other people who aren't Torture Victims or aren't the loved ones of Torture Victims. Sharon; That’s better. My ears are ringing. This happens a lot. It's due to the technological mind control. Wisdom; The ringing is caused by the radio waves, but mind control can also be performed without the victims experiencing the ringing sound in their ears. I suspect that one type of the ringing in the ears is done to victims whom they want to abduct and use. Then, after they have "rescued"/abducted the victim, they stop the ringing to make them think that they are free, but they are not free at all - they are even more enslaved. Wisdom thinks for a few minutes. Wisdom; This is the worst thing that could happen to humanity. The technological and pharmaceutical interference with the natural function of people's minds has been preventing the natural process of personal and spiritual growth! The Heart of humanity has been being blocked, some of it even completely destroyed. Humanity has been being enslaved. This must be stopped as quickly as possible. Sharon; I think they can even interfere with or completely block people's feelings, because I've had some baffling experiences and have witnessed things that only this could explain. Wisdom; They can. This was the final pieces to a confusing puzzle clicking together for me. When I was on my retreat I saw a darkness quickly spreading through humanity and I felt that there was a desperate need for humanity to be saved from it. I prayed hard for answers on how it was being done. I saw that the dark forces were hurting and stifling you, Sharon, as well as many others. It was a horrible sight. That's why I’m here. Sharon; I'm so glad you came. I can feel that you are right. The technological and pharmaceutical mind control has been happening to a lot of people who have been used against me. They are victims too, even though they are being used in the covert harassment program. A laser weapon is used on Wisdom in a way that causes intense itching in her groin area. She’s trying to ignore it, but its distracting her. Wisdom; They are. Different ones are used in different ways. Some have been deceived. Some have been brainwashed/controlled at strategic times. Some are severe mind control victims whose instincts, conscience or hearts have been blocked by certain types of pharmaceuticals. And some have been completely enslaved. All of them need their freedom restored. All of them are victims too. It’s all so sad. As I realize the enslavement of humanity my trust in people has been fading, but my compassion for them has been growing. Sharon looks around to see if there is anyone nearby. Sharon: Did you hear that? I thought I heard someone say, “Happy birthday” right here close to us. Wisdom: “Happy birthday,” is a death threat in the covert language. It was probably the voice projection part of what they can do with technologies. Through the radio waves, they can project sounds, even of people talking, which can either sound like it’s from someone nearby or from inside of your own head. The military called it V2K - Voice to Skull transmissions of sound. Some people are targeted in the way of this happening to them on a regular basis. This must be horrible for them. You are lucky not to get that type of targeting, although you have had it in your dreams and in other ways. With you they appear to have used the V2K on people whom you are near in public, making them think you have said things that you haven’t. This is probably why you have experienced so many people suddenly giving you dirty looks and being rude to you for no apparent reason. They were probably not all puppets. Sharon wonders if this was being doen to her loved ones. She goes numb with shock, this time not due to being lasered, but due to the unbearable pain of her situation. Wisdom; Sharon, you have been a mind control victim too. With you it’s been mostly in ways that sabotage your own life and people's opinions of you. Your brain function has sometimes been interfered with in ways that made to say things that you would not have said, or say them in ways that you would not have said them, at times when they had puppets questioning you or at times when you tried to write important things for reports or to help deliver public awareness. Your mind would also often go completely blank in the middle of a thought or sentence, leaving a different impression than what you had intended. There were many intentional set ups. They have also brainwashed you into being drawn to people and things that are not good for you - people who have been used to harass you or drill you with negative statements or drug you or befriend you just to cruelly abandon or set you up to be framed...etc. They have also been brainwashing you to crave foods that are not healthy for you as well as being drawn to places where puppets contaminate foods they prepare for you. Sharon; A man recently engaged me in conversation, while I was writing about the targeting. I was drawn to listen and then he drilled me with things like, "There is no hope" and "You can't help the world to get better" and "nothing you do can make any difference" and he was expressing a lot of negative judgments and degradations against children and the rest of humanity for being "like sheep"...etc. He kept calling them "stupid." Wisdom; There have been many others who have done similar things to you since around 2005, the aim has been to tear down your faith and your hope and your drive to make things better in our world. The attitude in these puppets is typical of the general mind control programing that you have also periodically been effected by. You have fought hard to bypass it and look with your heart instead. I'm proud of you for doing that. Sharon; I have felt mortified after rounds of that sort of negativity and how I verbally expressed it against covert stuff. Although it was in the privacy of my car I knew they could hear me. But I do realize now that it was the mind control severely compounding my own anger. My heart felt the opposite of what was put in my head with some of it. They seem to be still seeking vengeance on me for my reactions. Wisdom; Vengeance is part of the dark mind control programming, which is horrible and must be stopped. About the food stuff. You used to be a vegetarian and I have been having a hard time watching you have to fight past their intrusions just to try eat healthy, and how they vamped up the brainwashings on you and also started hitting you and your food with microwaves when you began eating healthier things. You also used to use only herbs for medicine and then they aimed to prevent that in many ways. Among other things, you started using tylenol after you heard a voice (in a dream) say, "Use only tylenol." You thought it was a message from God. But it was from the dark forces who used the technologies to deceive you. You have had many other projected dreams that deceived you and interfered with your life a lot. People really need to know that this has been being done to people. You have real dreams too, thank goodness. Sharon; I can tell the difference between my real dreams and the ones they technologically projected into my head, most of the time now. I am feeling a bit overwhelmed. Wisdom; I'm sure you are, honey. This has forced your life into many wrong directions and its hurt you a lot. You feel like your life has been wasted, but it’s not. People need to know that this is happening and you can tell them with the wisdom of direct experience. The dream projection stuff is one of the things that all off humanity should know. But people should not let it make them lose trust in their natural dreams. They just need to know the difference between the two. Sharon; My real dreams are animated and feel like something I am really directly experiencing. And the projected dreams have been only pictures and voices and sometimes even technologically induced feelings that are separate from the dream. But I am not sure if they can make dreams animated too. I've been being hit too hard with the targeting to be sure of much right now. I haven't had the chance to fully look back and process things since I have realized that I am being targeted. I can't do a good job with this under these conditions. Wisdom; I understand. All we can do right now is the best we can under these conditions. Sharon; I have a really hard time dealing with all levels of the mind control stuff in others as well as myself. It’s just so horrible. I want to be free Wisdom. I want to be free from it all, so badly that the yearning sometimes feels like a steady ache in every fiber of my being. Wisdom hugs her as she starts to sob, huge tears flowing down both of their cheeks. Sharon; I... I... I need to be... I need it all to be over right now. Sharon and Wisdom are inflicted with pulsing stabs of severe pain in the top left part of their brains. Wisdom; This is horrible. This just should not be happening. It should be stopped. Sharon stops crying and pulls out of Wisdom's arms and then the pain stops. Tears well in Wisdom’s eyes. She knows that Sharon is being tortured for crying and for receiving comfort from her. An elderly woman numbly walks by and lifts her hand up to the back of her neck, just before Wisdom is inflicted with a sudden shot of pain in that same area. Sharon doesn’t notice because she’s overwhelmed with the information and painful realizations. Sharon: They have hurt my loved ones and I beyond description. I wish I had known sooner. I wish I could have protected and helped them. Sharon's brain function is being interfered with in the way that makes her start thinking the same things over and over again and repeating things she says over and over again. Wisdom; Should I give you more validation and reassurance or have you retained enough of the last batch I gave you? Sharon; Very funny. But I can't help it! Wisdom; I'm the one who should be sorry. I just blurted out what I was thinking. I had not intended to actually say that. It’s the technological interference with my brain. Those who are doing it are the ones who should be sorry and sorry enough to stop being so intrusive. Wisdom's ear suddenly starts tingling and stinging and she reaches up to itch it. A puppet yells out, "you are the only ones." Wisdom; I understand about you and your loved ones, honey. Aside from the tortures, none of you have even had a fair chance to grow and evolve and fully be all that you were born to be for yourselves or each other. All of you have been deeply hurt. Most of you have been made to feel unloved by each other. It’s so sad. This has been happening to many others too. And the vast majority of the victims are not aware. Masses of unaware people, even whole families, have been being hurt horribly, and in ways that are not obvious to them or the rest of humanity, so they have gotten no help or protection or support. This crisis has already hit holocaustal levels. This is not only happening to a selected few. Tears well in Sharon’s eyes and her lips start quivering. Wisdom hugs her and then sits quietly for a while, taking deep breaths and trying to ignore the physical pain a laser beam is causing in her left arm. Sharon is trying to contain her emotions, afraid that she will be inflicted with physical pain for feeling them again, but this forced suppression is hurting her too, because it’s been happening for too long and with no chance for recovery. Wisdom: Let’s take a bit of a break. They both take a walk and meet back at the blanket where they find that someone has smeared some sort of brown crap on the blanket. Wisdom casts it aside and they sit on the moss. Ticks were put on the moss. They quickly realize this and move to another spot nearby. Wisdom; I now understand how the darkness has been growing so fast in humanity. People have not been choosing it. The dark forces have been torturing them into it and drugging them into it and enslaving them against their will. With the combination of the pharmaceuticals and the technological interference with brain function masses of Hearts have been being blocked and minds manipulated, leaving masses of people with no free choice. Humanity must be set free. A Free choice is also an educated choice and a choice is not a choice unless its free. They have been heavily distributing the types of psychiatric drugs that numb people's minds and block their Hearts, instincts and intuition. These drugs make the technological mind control far more successful than it would be on its own. These sorts of drugs were found in both public and bottled drinking water supplies in 2008 in the USA. I remember watching the news reports. It’s been being put there intentionally. There are a lot of other things that have been numbing people to the point of being too susceptible to all types of brain washings. Among these are coffee and alcohol and nicotine. I feel that masses of people have been being brainwashed into thinking they have to drink coffee. There is also some sort of injection that is having ill effects on people. People should become aware and avoid these things. Sharon; I used to drink coffee all day long. I was obsessed with it. Wisdom; And then, after you stopped, they lasered your brain, inflicting horrible headaches for months, in efforts to get you to keep drinking it. You thought those headaches were only natural withdrawal, but they weren't. Sharon; I think that they use microchips in Torture Victims too. Aside from being able to stalk/track us with them they seem to help with some of the technological targeting. Wisdom; Yes. They have used microchips. And some of the older types of microchips were large enough to VERY easily show up on X-rays. I suspect that masses of people were inflicted with the installation of these sorts of microchips during tonsil surgerys around the 1960s and even into the 1980s. Sharon; As I started to report the targeting I was experiencing sudden severe sore throats and woke one morning with what tasted like blood trickling down my throat. Then I later chocked up a large infected scab. Wisdom; It appears that they rushed to surgically remove that microchip, while you were sleeping, out of fear of you getting help and this piece of evidence being found. This is unfortunate. But you had one in your back too and they heavily targeted your chiropractor friend who found it in an X-ray and tried to warn you. Sharon's lower back starts hurting, the nerves are being effected by a laser weapon that is being used in an aim to decintigrate the microchip they put there. A puppet says, "It’s close to the nerves," as Sharon moans in pain. If they succeed it will be yet another piece of evidence lost, BUT many other victims have the big microchips too. If only genuine help would show up before all the evidence is destroyed. Sharon: I know. I hadn't understood at the time, but obviously those who watch and target me knew. I feel so sad for him. I tried to get help to him but the opposite may have happened. I have not been able to reach him since around 2015. I'm scared for him and many others. Wisdom; I've been praying for him and you and everyone else. Sharon; Why do more doctors not see the microchips in X-rays, like at dentists offices...etc.? Wisdom; Some do notice and keep it secret and some have tried to stand up but did not have enough support. Some do not notice, because they are not even looking for it. And some have been used to install the microchips or abduct victims...etc. Newer microchips are a lot smaller and may not even show up in A-rays. You have some of those too. There is mass infiltration in the whole medical profession, including hospitals and dentists. There are a lot of good people there, but there is a lot of dark control. The lives of heavily targeted individuals and families are so closely watched and controlled that they are usually manipulated toward seeing only the doctors who are part of the dark program. I feel certain that most of these doctors are victims of mind control and that some have been completely enslaved and are used for a lot of bad things. Many blame just "the government" but the most infiltrated and most currupted most used for holocaustal crimes are all levels of medical proffessions. Sharon. The silence is so wrong. I have heard that "silence is agreement" and it feels true to me. Wisdom; It is true. But in this whole targeting situation there are so many who are brainwashed or enslaved into silence that they are not freely choosing it. Many of their Hearts have been too blocked and their minds too controlled. They are victims too. Some have even been threatened into silence after trying to expose the microchips. Some have been killed for defying the evil program, due to not having enough support and help in their aims to stand up against it. Too many people have been kept unaware. The crimes that have been being committed against humanity, under the guise of medical and other sorts of "help" has already hit horrific holocaustal levels. It all must be publicly exposed and stopped as quickly as possible. This must be fully realized and stopped as quickly as possible. Both Sharon and Wisdom feel overwhelmed with how massive this crisis is. They take a little break, closing their eyes and taking a few deep breaths and try to regain their balance. Sharon; I’ve gone back to smoking due to the stress of the targeting. Wisdom; Don’t blame it on your stress, Sharon. They brainwashed you into smoking again and have vamped up targeting every time you have tried to quit. I know you want to quit and just can’t right now, due to being trapped in this situation where you are living in a car and being watched and tortured and harassed. Even if you did quit right now you would not have the safety and peace needed to go through the healing process that quitting triggers in you. You need Freedom and safety before you can quit. And you need it really quickly, at this point. They hear two coughs echoing in the distance. Sharon: It feels horrible to be brainwashed. I thought I was strong enough to bypass that. Wisdom; I have not been able to bypass it either, especially when I have been drugged. Nobody can. It has to stop being done to us. I know you do not take pharmaceuticals, but you smoke and you drink water that is contaminated with pharmaceuticals, which aid the technological mind control as well as blocking your heart, instincts and intuition. They have also been drugging you, at strategic times, through putting something on surfaces you touch as well as in foods and drinks that they set up for you to consume. Sharon suddenly starts thinking that she has to get away from Wisdom and go do something else, but she realizes that this is not her natural thoughts. Sharon; I wish they’d just leave us alone! Someone in the distance yells, “Leave.” Wisdom senses Sharon’s discomfort. Wisdom: We need protection from this so that we can just carry on a normal conversation! Sharon starts feeling sudden stabs of pain in her legs and arms, as if she is being stung by bees, but there are no bees or bugs and it is being done with a laser. A dirt bike drives by with two people on it who are loudly singing part of an old song, "Crazy for thinking..." Wisdom: As for the "crazy" thing. There are a lot of crimes happening to a lot of people in and around the field of psychiatry and pharmaceuticals. Healthy people, being convinced that there is something wrong with them and then pushed to seek psychiatric help, is a serious crime. The "mental illness" label stigmatizes and even ruins the lives of many. This has been happening to uncountable numbers of people, even children. Some psychiatric institutions can be as dangerous as Hitler’s concentration camps for torture victims like you, Sharon. I’m so glad you’re still here and have been doing what you can to stand up for yourself and others. Sharon; I'm glad I was not institutionalized too. But I'm still imprisoned, just in a different way. What I got was a public prison where I am being held in destitution and living in vehicles and watched and judged while being tortured and harassed. When I react with emotional pain or anger they have sometimes tortured me worse. This is horrible too. I need freedom from this too. Wisdom; I know, honey. Technological brain intrusions can manipulate, people’s feelings as well as their thoughts. It can make people uncontrollably laugh or cry or feel sad or feel depressed or feel anxiety or feel anger…etc. The dark forces have been intentionally interfering with people's brain function, convincing them that it’s because there is something wrong them, pushing them toward psychiatrists who label them with "mental illness" and put them on psychotropic drugs. This is more harmful than direct physical abuse in many ways. Even just making a healthy person think that there is something wrong with them is a serious abuse that should not be happening at all. But many are also being hurt by the pharmaceuticals. Sharon; So they are being technologically targeted, then after they see the doctor and start taking the drugs the targeting stops, making it look like the drugs are needed for it to stop? Wisdom; Yes. Most of it is being done for control, but some of it is being done to people who start becoming aware of being targeted, so that their wisdom and knowledge and things that they have witnessed can be discredited. A person who is labeled with "mental illness" is often not believed. It can discredit any future testimony or claims of being hurt, enabling horrific tortures to contine happening to them and preventing help from ever arriving for them. The label can hurt them in other ways too, including allowing controlled loved ones to take over their homes or businesses...etc. Sharon; They have repeatedly tried to force me to go to psychiatrists to be label and drugged. Wisdom; I'm so glad you stayed strong and refused to go. With the technological interference with the brains of victims they can also make a person fall asleep or make them stay awake. They can make a victim appear to feel happy or blissful, as if they are OK when they are not. They can even make a person feel like they are in love when they really are not, shoving torture victims into relationships with puppets who are used against them in various ways. This has happened to you too. The types of manipulations they can do are almost endless. And there have been a lot of manipulations to prevent the right kinds of help from reaching you and other victims. Sharon; I feel certain that the relationship I was in in the late 1990s was due to me being drugged and controlled. I now feel certain that I was being heavily drugged through most of those years. This was really hard on my children. I wasn't there for them as much as they needed me to be. I feel so sad for them and so sorry that I was not always the mother I had wanted to be for them. I feel angry with myself for not realizing at least some of what was happening to us. I had very real and prophetic dreams that showed drugs being dealt in our home. But I still did not realize what was happening. Wisdom; My heart aches for all of you. You were being drugged and brainwashed into not realizing it. And every time you started realizing some of the targeting stuff they set up distractions. They were holding you trapped in that relationship, even brainwashed you into being obsessed with continuously going back to the relationship after finding the strength to leave it. The man you were with was a puppet, but a victim too in the ways of being controlled and used against you and your children and your relationship with your children. Your children, at that time, were periodic victims of the mind control, among other things. This got worse with your older daughter after the brain damaging laser shot sent you rushing her to the hospital...etc. A puppet yells, "Got it." Sharon; I find it all too painful to think about right now. Wisdom; I understand. But there is much that happened to you in those years, which hurt you. It was not only your children that were hurt by it. You were hurt too. Sharon; Can we take a bit of a nap? I'm tired. Wisdom; I am tired too. They climb into Sharon's car and tie a rope between the doors to prevent anyone from accesssing it without them knowing about it. Wisdom insists on resting in the front seat. Sharon climbs into her bed - the back seat of her car. About a half hour goes by. Sharon; I can't sleep. I keep thinking about the targeting. Wisdom; Lets do something to take your mind off of it and relax ourselves. Lets count sheep jumping over fences and focus on really imagining seeing them and counting them. Sharon; OK. Wisdom; One sheep jumps over the fence. Sharon; Oh my gosh! Wisdom; What? Sharon; That one got nuked as it was jumping and it fell on the fence! It needs help! Wisdom; Lets try again. A second sheep jumps over the fence. Sharon; That one got shot with a laser weapon and now has brain damage! Poor thing! It needs help! Wisdom; This isn't working very well. But lets continue until you can see safe and peaceful little sheep jumping over the fence. A third sheep jumps over the fence. Sharon; That one got micro chipped and mind controlled and is trying to jump backwards! It didn't make it! It needs help! Wisdom's brain function is technologically interfered with in a way that makes her start laughing. She struggles to stop laughing and to speak clearly, but she can't. Her words are seperated by round of laughter. Sharon starts laughing too. Wisdom; A fourth sheep jumps over the holocaust. Sharon; That one is cross eyed, due to a nerve being damaged when an amature perp used a laser weapon on its brain! It tried to jump sideways and didn't make it over either! It needs help! Both Wisdom and Sharon are laughing so hard that tears are streaming. Wisdom; A fifth sheep jumps over the holocaust. Sharon; Looks like that one is not going to make it past the swarms of gang stalkers! It needs help! Wisdom; A sixth sheep jumps over the holocaust. Sharon; That one is just standing there shaking. Its afraid to jump into the air because it was brainwashed into thinking it was abducted by aliens the last time it was kidnapped and experimented on! He's not going to jump. It needs help! Wisdom; A seventh sheep jumps over the holocaust. Sharon; That one just got its life force energy sucked out and put into a glass cylinder for future scientific experimentations! Poor thing. It needs help! Wisdom; An eigth sheep jumps over the holocaust. Both Wisdom and Sharon are still laughing and crying uncontrollably. Sharon; That one is just standing there with its arms crossed - refusing to jump, because it knows that there is a group of sadists waiting on the other side and sharpening their knives for a lamb chop dinner. It had a dream that told it so. It needs help! Wisdom; Hand me a tissue. A ninth sheep jumps over the holocaust. Sharon; That one is sleeping and doesn't even know its turn is up. Its been microwaved into having lupus and is too tired to do much of anything. It needs help! Wisdom; A tenth sheep jumps over the holocaust. Sharon; That one had been standing up for the other sheep and was arrested and hoof cuffed due to being framed for a crime it didn't even commit! He needs help! Wisdom; An eleventh sheep jumps over the holocaust. Sharon; That one does not even know it's a sheep. It was abducted and his death was staged. It won't jump because it has not been programed him to jump over fences. It needs help! Wisdom; A twelfth sheep jumps over the holocaust. Sharon; That one won't jump due to a loss of trust in everything, including itself. It was told that it was "mentally ill." It does not even know if the fence is really there because it was told that it just imagines things. And there was nothing wrong with it! It needs help! Wisdom; A thirteenth sheep jumps over the holocaust. Sharon; Awe! That one fell because its crying so hard about what has been happening to the other sheep. It needs help! Wisdom; A fourteenth sheep jumps over the holocaust. Sharon; That one was caught crying and was sent to a psychiatrist to be drugged. Its too numb to do much of anything righ! Wisdom; None of this is really funny. But she continues laughing as she stops counting. Sharon; It's not funny at all. But I can't stop laughing and I can't stop thinking about what has been happening to people, including us. Its all just too horrible. Their laughter finally subsides and what remains is the sadness they feel in their hearts. Wisdom; The funny part was watching your creativity in action. I'm so glad you still can visualize and that your sense of humor is still in tact, as well as your care for others. I'm so glad you are still whole. These things are the most important things in life and is why it is so sad that so many people have lost them. Freedom must be restored and the Heart of humanity recovered. Sharon: I don't feel whole. I feel too wounded. I'm really worried about people, especially the children. Did you know that they have recently even been going so far as to try to make people think that natural sadness in a child is a sign of “mental illness,” which should be medicated? Wisdom: God help the children. Many parents have been believing it because their own feelings have been numbed and their minds brainwashed. And they think that the doctors know best. Many of the doctors, in the field of psychiatry, have been brainwashed or prevented from knowing the truth too, so it’s a horrible situation. We are born with the capability of feeling sadness, because it is extremely important for us to have a way to release our emotional pain. It’s crucial, for the health and growth of human beings, to retain and use the full range of feelings without any sort of interference. Embracing feelings is the key to healing from painful situations. This is a vitally important part of our natural process of personal growth. Hopefully all of humanity will know the Truths soon... and all will be free to feel and heal and grow into all they were born to be. Sharon; My head still hurts. Like what we put into the "Embracing Feelings" book we wrote around 1999. Wisdom: That was a good start to our aim to help save the Heart of humanity. It’s a shame that it was destroyed in a fire and that they interfered so much as you aimed to resurrect it. Your brain function was also being interfered with while you tried to rewrite it. The title change to "Embracing Sadness" was not a bad thing but the original was better. There is a need to embrace anger and fear too. All natural feelings are very important in the process of growing and evolving. We'll have to resurrect the lost parts of the original book when we are free to do so. We can make a new edition even better now that we know more. And then there's the book we were going to write together, after you had finished facing the difficult childhood stuff in the 1980s and shared only the tough times in the Embracing Feelings book - the autobiography that was to focus primarily on the good times in your childhood. I feel sad that we were not even able to start it, except for the poem we wrote. My Other Childhood Memories Rides in the bucket of Dad's old tractor, Beans on a campfire and lots of laughter. Mom and I sitting by a peaceful stream Talking about things we used to dream. Riding sleds down a slow hill. Throwing bales of hay onto the truck. Learning to shift and getting it stuck. Back to the fireplace to get warm After walking through a cold storm. The funny faces, when I was sad, Under the crooked hat on my Dad. Penny candy at Pierce's after church. Picking bark off an old white birch. Playing kickball on the back lawn. Catching fireflies that glowed 'til dawn. Kneeling to pray at the edge of my bed, Believing God heard every word I said. Soaring way up high into the sky When I thought that I could fly. Eating warm tomatoes out in the garden. Waiting for maple candy to cool and harden. Mom canning the cukes, beets and greens. I'm sure to wash them all real clean. Picking blue berries for homemade pie. Dumping leftovers into the pig sty. Savored bites of Dad's great fudge - Too good for anyone to judge. The scent of lilacs drifting in my window. Rides to the beach and circle 9 show. Running through cornstalks that grew tall Staying barefooted until late fall. Mom's foot stomps to put my shoes on As I giggle and run across the lawn. Baking with Mom on Christmas eve. Waiting for buds to turn into leaves. Racing my friend - my horse and I, Through woods roads in June and July. Turning my poems into a sad song. Staying awake all night long. Caring for Nanna after her stroke And sweet Jo-Jo who rarely spoke. Racing my car through centers of town Peeling donuts around and around. Never lacking a real freind Days I wished would never end. Sharon; They had been interfering with my other older writings too, with infiltrations into my computers. I am concerned that too much of my work was ruined. And it’s been really frustrating that I do not have the freedom to fix it. Wisdom; It’s not all ruined. I know how frustrating it must be. You waited until your children were grown before you launched into your life's work. You gave it your all and they sabotaged it over and over again. And you restarted it over and over again just to run into more sabotage. This has been going on since around the year 2000. I know how painful this has been for you. I know how much it meant to you. It’s horrible that they sabotaged your 2005 Personal Journal publication and then the Sharon's Bud and Heart Bud papers and started targeting the people who were putting advertisements in them. That was an important part of your work. Now they have wiped out your Heart Bud website and all the downloads of the papers you wrote since 2007. This disturbs me because I helped you a lot with that part of your work. I feel so sad that this happened. But you still have the Heart Bud book, which contains a lot of the articles that were in the papers you were distributing. Sharon; When they took down my Heart Bud website it felt like they tore out a part of me. I felt deflated. It’s just too wrong. All the earlier papers had nothing about the targeting in them. I didn't even know about most of the targeting back then. It was all about touching people's Hearts. I don't understand why they wiped them out. Wisdom; I don't understand their motives either. There has been plagiarizing of these parts of your work happening, aside from the song part. And it is disturbing that your books have been wiped out of two publishing sites, forcing you to start over. This time it changed the dates to 2018 on all the books you uploaded just for safe keeping many years before 2018. Your Ramblings of a Targeted Individual blog and books have been massively interfered with by those who target you, even sometimes through interference with your own brain function at strategic times. The whole setting up of the blog was manipulated by those who target you and you initially believed that it would save your life through breaking through the isolation, and it may have but they have used it as a tool for various sorts of manipulations. Then, in the first few years, you used it to try to inform humanity before you had realized enough and while being too heavily targeted. Aside from them erasing and altering parts of the blog, including some of the post dates, they also vamped up the targeting, at strategic times, making your fear rush to post things, that they would show to others whom they aimed to manipulate against you. Much has been done, even to your own writings, to sabotage them and also to prevent you from getting the right kinds of help and support. The same sort of thing appears to have happened with the descriptions you wrote under some of your other books on Amazon - they vamped up the targeting on you, including lasering your brain into fear...sending you rushing to blast out things in your book descriptions, thinking it would keep to stop it or make you safe. Much has been done to terrorize you and make you look bad to others and to prevent the proper kinds of official help from reaching you and I hope that it stops succeeding. They have even effected your brain function in opposite extremes at strategic times, either trying to make you look angry and dangerous or crazy or in ways that made you appear happy and fine and not really being targeted at all. A hawk circles above and all the technological targeting suddenly stops. Sharon's head is steadily aching due to the tortures and other types of microwaves being directed at it. Wisdom; They have so repeatedly threatened to have you institutionalized, even for just for crying, that you pretend to be fine as well. You now wear a mask to protect yourself from that part of the targeting, but its hurting you a lot to just have to do that. Hopefully there will soon be enough people aware of ALL the manipulations and how bad your situation has really been and still is. Your using the blog to vent your fears and suspicions about the covert and official stuff, and as a place to respond to covert harassment messaging, did not work well for you. The only people who will really fully understand these parts of it are Torture Victims who have been being hit in the same ways that you have and other people who are completely aware of all aspects of the targeting and its dark manipulations. It’s not a good one to use to inform the rest of humanity of what has been happening, the way it now is. There are a lot of good and important things in them. So they should not be removed from public view until you are safe and can replace them with what your heart wanted them to be. Sharon; I'm scared to even touch them or do anything with them, because their existence appears to be holding off some sort of dark intrusion into my life. I tried several times and it was proven that they can just make even more of their own alterations as I edit it, making it worse instead of better. I've caught several alterations being made. It’s amazing how them erasing or altering just one word can change the meaning of a whole paragraph. Wisdom suddenly starts thinking about having sex with Sharon. But she ignores it because she knows that it is a thought they projected into her head. She has no desire to match the thought and she is celibate and is not at all attracted to women. She knows that the mind control has been brainwashing straight people into being homosexual. Wisdom; You had let your fear erase important things during some of those attempts to fix it. Hopefully you will someday be able to safely fix it and do one final edition that explains things better. But there is more you'll need to know before doing that and you'll need Freedom and an un-infiltrated computer, in order to do a good job with it. But until then your other writings surely can help humanity. It’s not all a lost cause, even though they have sabotaged a lot. You have actually done well under the conditions you have been forced to work under. Your Yearn for Freedom book includes a lot of your experiences with the targeting. And your newer editions of the Technological Holocaust book is a better one to inform humanity of the general targeting of humanity. Hopefully they stayed the way you wrote them. The fact that they have stolen the only copy you had of your first edition of Technological Holocaust has you concerned that it may have contained important things that were not transferred to the newer editions. I don't know if it does. They have manipulated and sabotaged so much of your efforts to get help for yourself and others that its became a confusing mess. It’s just not right that you have not had the freedom to do better with them since you have realized more about the targeting. Some of the first papers you wrote about the targeting from 2011 to 2014 were done while you were being drugged and experiencing interference with your brain function and were done before you had realized enough. Did you notice that you had gone from knowing that satellites were being used to targeting you... to blaming it all on ground based technologies like HAARP? And they brainwashed you into changing the number (from 4 to 5) on the month's date that you were printing on your Public Notice paper. It’s not your fault, but you need to know. They have been interfering even more with the writings that are about the targeting, than they did with your work writings. None have been what your heart wanted them to be and this is sad. You are a mind control victim too. Sharon; I realize that now. It’s hard to deal with the brain interference and the computer infiltrations. I find all levels of the mind control stuff really creepy and I wish I could protect myself from it. I want the world to be saved, but I hope we get saved too. We count too. Wisdom; We do. And I hope so too. We have much that we should be doing with our lives, but we need the targeting to be stopped first. We need Freedom and safety and Peace...etc., in order to move forward without lives. A couple walk up to them and ask, "Are you alright." A part of Sharon freezes. She knows its something covert, because they have no reason to walk up and ask that. They seem like nice people, but she does not know who is behind it or what their intentions are. Wisdom; We need a miracle and prayers. The couple leaves. Then a bunch of ravens fly in screeching and chasing a hawk into a tree. Wisdom; Looks like that was an official and that it is now being attacked by the dark forces. Sharon; This has happened a lot in the past six years and I have done a LOT of worrying about possibly good officials being targeted. I don't understand why they approach me covertly though - if they are good officials, why do they not just fully be here for me? Through covertly approaching me it seems like I am the only one they are hiding from in my situation. Obviously they are not hiding from the bad who knows what they are doing. Why are they even covert around me - why do they add to my confusion and distress this way? And in covertly approaching me they seem to be opening doors for themselves to be targeted. Why would they do that? I have begged them to either fully be here for me or just completely leave me alone if they really can't be, but they still do it! I don't understand. Wisdom; It is all extremly confusing to me too. In this situation it would be safer for them to stand in the Light - to fully be here for you and I am not sure why they have not been. I do not know what their intentions are. I wish we could trust the signs shown by the birds more than we now can. We cannot be sure of what is really happening, through even the signs in the birds, because they all know about how the birds help us and they have sometimes manipulated things (even using certain people) in ways that can make the bird actions be different from what is really happening in the covert world. My own intuition and senses are too blocked, rigth now, to feel sure of what is going on. Maybe they are not really being targeted. maybe they will show up with good honest explainations that will wash away the confusion and bad feelings. We can only wait and see. Sharon; It feels horrible that they interfere with our senses and intuition and instincts and then can even take away our trust in the birds helping us. Sometimes they even technologically project the sound of ravens screeching near me just to alarm me, which has been desensitizing me to possible real dangers. Its all just too horribly wrong. Wisdom; It has aimed to keep us imprisoned and floundering and in a state of confusion or fear, which is part of the targeting process. Sharon; I don't trust anything anymore. And I never did trust covert stuff. Wisdom; I know and rightfully so with the covert stuff, at least. If it is not openly standing in the Light - directly here for you (in person) and being honest and kind and proves to have no ill intentions and is aware enough to not hand you over to anything that has ill intentions...etc., you should not trust it. Dark forces that hide in the covert world have pretended to be people whom they think you'd trust and they have used good and trustworthy people who are not aware. You are wise to not trust anything that is covert no matter who or what it appears or claims to be. And I know that you feel guilty for not trusting some of the covert stuff. But you can not put your trust in something just in case there may be some genune good mixed in with the bad that you know is in it. The good will understand that you can not blindly trust covert stuff even when it appears good due to the bad pretencing to be good and people whom they are not....etc. The good will understand this. Its the bad that actively tries to make you feel guilty for not trusting them and for not following them and for not obeying them and for not becoming another puppet for them to use. This is a sad situation for everyone, including government officials. We must look to the Light even more now. White Light can help a lot through us just doing our visualizations of it filling our bodies and surrounding us with protection and also visualizing it shining for all the other people and places that need it. Sharon; Will humanity really be completely set Free and be able to recover? A woman's voice yells, "It’s too late.” Wisdom; Yes, it will be set free. It’s NOT too late. I am sure of it. People (including officials) are going to be standing up for Freedom all over the world, and they are going to be peacefully standing with their Hearts. The public exposing of the core Truths about what has been happening will quickly lead to complete Freedom from all aspects of the targeting. Criminal use of the technologies and pharmaceuticals will be stopped. All other aspects of targeting will stop and all types of victims and their fellow human beings will become aware of what has been happening to them so that recovery can begin....etc. Sadly, it is too late for many people and some may be too damaged to fully recover, but it’s not too late for the rest of humanity and most victims will completely recover. There are other parts of this holocaust. Sharon: More? It’s worse than this? Wisdom: Not worse, but bad. I don’t think anything can be worse than the blocking of or the destruction of the Heart of humanity. But the radio waves can also effect the function of our physical bodies in multitudes of ways. They can make a victim stay young looking or make their skin age very quickly. They can make a victim quickly gain or lose weight. They can boost or drain a victim’s energy. They can inflict a victim with almost any sort of physical illnesses. This has also been happening on massive scales. And some of these things have been happening to you. Sharon; Is that what caused my case of lupus? An eagle lands in a tree in front of them and three ravens circle it screeching at it. Wisdom; Yes. They microwaved you to "near death", labeled you with "lupus" and then wanted to do chemo therapy which a part of your spirit and heart would not have survived. These sorts of things have been being done to many people. This part alone has already hit holocaustal levels of damage and suffering and it must be stopped. Both are hit with strong microwaving that makes all their muscles and bones ache uncomfortably. Both now have severe head aches. Wisdom: Many victims are suffering horribly with radio wave (microwave) induced physical illnesses like lupus and fibromyalgia and asthma and COPD and tumors and cancers and diabetes and heart attacks and aneurisms and skin diseases and muscles diseases and bone diseases…etc., which have been being intentionally inflicted upon them. Many have died and some of those who are thought to be dead are really alive. They can also cure the physical illnesses that they inflict. Part of the enslavement process inflicts people with physical illnesses and then stages their deaths while really abducting them from hospitals. Then they cure them, enslave them and use them as puppets in their dark covert program (secret society). A voice in the distance yells, “SHUT UP! F__! F__! SHUT UP!” Sharon frowns and sighs. Wisdom completely ignores it. Sharon; How can they stage a wake with the body in an open casket if the person is not dead? Wisdom; I am not sure how they do it, but have you ever seen the movie "Mrs., Doubtfire", which shows that very real looking masks can be made? Sharon; Oh my gosh! Wisdom; What? Sharon; A woman, whom I now feel was part of the dark infiltration in my life, had befriended me and introduced me to a process of using plaster of paris to make a mask of our faces. A group of us did this as an art project. So they may have a mold for the making of a mask of my face already! A crippled woman hobbles by and says, "You too." Wisdom; That was around the early 1990s when they started more heavily zooming on you. Sharon; I don't want to think about it right now. It’s just another thing to worry about. I actually went to a wake and touched the arm of the deceased and it felt hard as wood. Do you think...? Wisdom; It was probably a manikin with a mask of the man's face. They probably knew you touched him and sensed something wrong and this may be partly why you became such a threat to them and why the targeting vamped up so horribly after that. Sharon; I think that a few of my loved ones have been enslaved after their deaths were staged. I had a dream shortly after my youngest brother was reported to have been killed in an "accident." The dream showed him trapped between two worlds and that there was a need for me to help him. Wisdom; This means that he is not here in his life, but he is not really physically dead either. They have him enslaved. Sharon; How do I help him? Wisdom; I don’t know exactly, but I’m working on it. The same thing happened to your mother and a few other people whom you were close to. I feel that there are uncountable numbers of thousands of people, around the globe, who are thought to be dead, but are completely enslaved and are being used in the dark covert program. The Hearts of the ones who are completely enslaved have been blocked. They are not fully who they once were. They are not fully alive and are not fully dead either. This is yet another one of those things that just should not be happening and must be completely stopped as quickly as possible. Sharon starts to cry again. And then a laser beam aims at her heart and inflicts physical pain. Sharon: Can they be saved and recover from what has been done to them? Wisdom: I don’t know yet. Sharon: They have to be able to be! Sharon is fighting to hold back her tears. Wisdom: I wish I knew. I probably would know a lot more if I were not suffering the effects of the radio waves dimming my senses. And they have drugged me too. Surely they can be set free and their souls and Hearts can be saved. But I don’t know if the brain damage that has been inflicted upon some of them is permanent or not. Our bodies and spirits can perform miracles with healing, but they need freedom to even start that process. Sharon: I hope they are all brought back. Sharon's whole upper chest and neck and shoulders are being heavily radiated. She feels the pain, which extends even into her face until it lets up a few hours later. This has been being done a lot lately. Wisdom: That is exactly what should happen. Their loved ones should be made aware that they are still alive as quickly as possible. I’m sure there are many family members, of these victims of staged deaths and enslavement, who sense that something is wrong – something which they cannot cognitively name, but that has prevented them from a healthy closure around the loss. Many are too numbed by the pharmaceuticals to sense it, but deep in their souls they still know. Sharon feels an itching and tingling sensation on her upper leg. A laser is being used to slice a cut in her pants. She notices and sighs. This isn’t the first time her favorite clothes have been damaged with lasers. Sharon; This is really validating things that had subconsciously come out in my writings and dreams long ago. Wisdom; I know and you have doubted yourself and thought there was something wrong with you for what you were sensing. But you were right. Several of your loved ones have been enslaved with their deaths being staged. Something was indeed horribly wrong and still is. It is important that you trust your own instincts and senses. They have tried to destroy your trust in yourself. I’m so glad that they have not succeeded. But you have doubted yourself too much. Sharon is struggling to contain her emotions. Sharon; We need help! Why have officials not been here for us? Why have they not been standing up for us and explaining what is happening to us? Wisdom: I understand your frustration. The government situation has been very similar to the situation in your family. I really feel for all levels of officials. Most officials, including employees on all levels, have not even known what has been happening. Some have only known parts of it. Many have been victims of the brain-washings. And, sadly, many of them have been completely enslaved to be used by the dark forces. I have been deeply concerned that there may have been certain modes of protection set for officials to use, which actually enslaved them instead of protecting them. I hope this is not true, but I feel that it must be known by all officials, just in case, so it can be stopped. The technological and pharmaceutical control has been hurting masses of people, both inside and outside the government. All parts of humanity have been being hurt by it. I have sensed that some officials who have been realizing the full scope of what has been happening have experienced confusion as they try to figure out how to deal with it. This is an extremely complex situation that extends far beyond what we are dealing with and the little bit of it we are now talking about. I suspect that some of the radio wave detection technologies, which some officials had been given, contained filters that prevented detection of the low microwave frequencies that are used for mind control. I suspect that the same sort of thing happened with radio wave blockers. Sharon; I have wondered about that. Wisdom; And there are also horrid covert wars raging around the globe – the dark forces have set up situations where they have many good and unaware people fighting for Freedom in ways that are actually helping to destroy Freedom. This, as well as many other things, has been a huge distraction for government officials. I’m sure it’s been an extremely difficult process for officials to realize the full scope of what is happening and figure out how to handle it. Sharon; How are we going to get help and how is humanity going to be saved if those who should be sources of help don’t believe us or can’t be here for us, or worse - if they are used by those who target us? If they need saving too, how is humanity going to be saved? How? And if uncontrolled officials can't be here for us what will happen to us? What will happen if controlled officials end up being here for us? Sharon is crying and feeling scared. Wisdom puts an arm around Sharon’s shoulder and is glad that she is not being tortured for it this time. The puppets who pull the triggers must be on break. Wisdom; I feel certain that there are good decent officials, all around the globe, who are aware and care and are not controlled and are working on this. And I’m sure they will be here for, and will be standing up for, all of the victims and the rest of humanity, as well as themselves as quickly as they can. It is a shame that they’ve not yet been able to. But I feel certain that they will. Sharon; What if they don’t do it in time for us? Wisdom: I understand your concern. But many officials, from local law enforcement to presidents and people in the United Nations know that you are being targeted. We just have to wait and see. Sharon; It has seemed like the ones that I had reached have been targeted and I'm scared that they may have even been enslaved. It sometimes seems like the whole government is enslaved. This has been horribly confusing and terrifying for me, because they are the ones I have been waiting for help from. Wisdom; I know it has seemed that way, at times. Some of the officials you turned to were targeted in various ways. Some have been enslaved. This is really sad for both you and them. But not all of them were enslaved. And there are others. I think some of them have been scared and understandably so. There has been a lot happening in your situation. It’s probably confusing to them too. There is probably more good going on than is evident. Perhaps some will show up with good explanations as to why they have not been able to be here for you and then you'll feel better about it all. Maybe things will prove to be better than they have seemed. I feel that there is a strong Light shining for officials all over the globe. You must not give up. It’s too late for many victims but it’s not too late for most of humanity. And it’s not too late for us. Sharon; My patience has been running out, because there are so many people whom I know and love who have been being hurt by the brain washings and manipulations and tortures. I had aimed to get help for them too and some are now dead, or thought to be. I know that my situation is so small compared to what is happening to all of humanity. Sometimes I feel guilty for wanting help for us. But we count too. We matter too! Sharon gets too choked up with sadness to continue. But microwaves vamp up on her brain and she quickly starts feeling numb. Wisdom; I don't blame you for being impatient. I feel that way too. You count too and so do I. It’s excruciating to know that people are not getting helped and there being nothing we can do for them. I'm worried about them and you and all aspects of your health right now. I'm worried for myself as well. I've been getting weaker. But we must keep our hope alive. Sharon; I'm scared. My hope for this to end for me has been fading. Wisdom; I know. That is why I am here for you. We must keep pulling in the Light. We must not forget to do it. It will help. Sharon; I do have faith that humanity will be saved and will have a chance to recover. The nipples on Wisdom's breasts are being painfully lasered. She struggles with the pain, then tries to block the laser beam with her arms. Wisdom: There are good/caring/uncontrolled officials, all round the globe, who are working on setting humanity free. And they will deliver the awareness, validation and understanding that is so desperately needed for all levels of victims, as quickly as possible. Then people will be pulling together to help each other instead of being used to fight against each other. In a way, it’s a good thing that the dark forces have been growing through the technological and pharmaceutical blocking of people's hearts and controlling of people's minds, and not through people's free will, because these things can be stopped. It will happen. Humanity will be saved - set free. Sharon; I wish I knew when it will happen. The waiting is really hard. I feel so trapped. It’s hard to not be able to do my work and focus on the healing part of it. It’s extremely hard to not have the freedom to fully embrace my own feelings, while more and more pain and trauma has been being inflicted upon me and people whom I love. When they are painfully torturing me I sometimes feel angry that it’s not over yet and that no one is here to protect me and stop them from hurting me. It’s all indescribably difficult. I don't want to be hurt anymore and I don't want my loved ones to continue being controlled or hurt. I need it to be over so bad that I feel like screaming, sometimes. But I'm scared that if I start screaming I'll not be able to stop and they will use it as an excuse to institutionalize me. I'm just too trapped in this to even deal with my feels and this is just too much for me. Wisdom; Go ahead - vent. God knows you need an outlet. I understand, honey. I feel scared and angry too. It’s so sad that you cannot fully embrace your pain and open your heart back up while being trapped in this situation. You must hang on Sharon. You have a lot of courage and strength. Let your heart hold you up. You still have it. Let the Light hold you up. It’s still here for you. Sharon: In my situation, it’s been getting worse instead of better in many ways. And there are various organizations of people who have been trying to abduct me. They have even used some of my controlled or deceived loved ones and acquaintances to try to lure me into agreeing to leap out of my life forever. And there have been aims to either have me institutionalized or framed and imprisoned or hospitalized if I do not leap. Wisdom; They tried to make you choose to join them through offering lots of money, through offering to not hurt your children, through offering to stop torturing you, through offering to not perform other disasters they have been creating around the world. They have tried to make you feel responsible for what they do, but the truth is that they would still be raising hell anyway and you'd be yet another heart lost in their darkness. You have done well not to leap. Many Torture victims have leapt. This is so sad. You have not even considered joining them. You have a lot of strength. Call on every fiber of that strength now and pull the Light into your body in your visualizations more often. Sharon; After they realized that they could not lure me with those things they started trying it under the guise of help. They started setting up covert rescues, even using good people in it so that I would not sense the darkness. They called it going "home" just to make it sound like something good, but it’s not good. Woman walks by saying, "This is forever." Sharon; They have been abducting genuine Torture Victims (TIs), who become aware, under the guise of covert rescues. There have been repeated aims to get rid of me. They have attempted this during rain storms on multiple occasions. I find it really scary. Wisdom; I had a dream that warned of danger for you. This situation was heavily happening around the end of 2013. You were so desperate for help that you repeatedly almost leaped into covert rescues that you hoped would prove to be good officials. One of the many bad situations that would have landed you in was with a group of extremely wealthy cannibals. There are several VERY dark groups that have been wanting to get you in their hands. I'm so glad they have not abducted you and that you have become more aware. You still have some Freedoms. You are still here and your heart and instincts and intuition are still intact, even though they have periodically been being blocked or numbed by the drugs and radio waves. Most victims who are suffering horribly are not aware of being targeted. The aims to covertly "rescue" the ones who become aware is like helping only one drop in an ocean of victims and results in the loss of or silencing of the few who know what is happening. Victims have been being tortured and threatened and forced into leaping into the covert rescues. I hope that all the good people, who have been or are being, used in the foreground of the covert "rescue"/abduction of victims who become aware, realize that this has been removing the awareness that humanity should have more of rather than less of. According to my experiences and insights, there are many dark pits that the covert "rescues" have shoved aware victims into and I do not know if there are any good ones. But victims should not be being pulled out of their lives, and away from their loved ones, it’s the targeting that should be being taken out of their lives and understanding delivered to their loved ones so they can be helping each other. The victims who are not aware need help even more than the ones who become aware. I have begged officials, on all levels, to look at this situation with Heart, to realize what has been happening to masses of victims, through the past few decades, and stop it from continuing. Sharon; Sometimes I feel like a part of me dies a little bit every day that goes by with more harassment and torture and the horrible rounds of then suddenly vamping up on the threats and tortures, just before the attempted "rescue"/forced abduction, being inflicted upon me. I have been getting really worn down with even just the normal levels of the targeting and I'm scared. I want to remain free and I want to live. There is so much that I want and need to do with my life. I have over five decades to make up for. I am now sixty years old! I want to regain my freedom and recover from this, but it seems to be going in the opposite direction and there is nothing I can do about it except wait. I wait. Every day for many years now. I wait. I sit in this car and wait. I'm sick of waiting! I used to own a spacious country home and now I am confined to a vehicle through most of the past decade. I'd have a horrible, crazy-making case of cabin fever even if I were not also being threatened and tortured and harassed. I used to be able to go out and work in my garden or stack wood for the winter or cook for and visit with loved ones or take long walks in the woods by myself or with my children. I loved those things and so much more. Now I sit in this car and wait. For years now, I sit in this car and wait. I wait. Wait! I don't want to wait anymore either. I want to live my life. I should be able to live my life. Wisdom is crying. They both are. Wisdom; I know, honey. You have every right to feel the way you do. I know how horrible this is for you. I feel it too. You have been being inflicted with levels of suffering that no human being should have to experience. It’s all heart wrenching. Hold onto your strength, honey. Hopefully it will not be much longer. Sharon; I’m doing the best I can. Wisdom; I know you are. Don't blame yourself either. This is another way that they have hurt you. They have been telling you that you lost your homes and your jobs and have been going through such difficulty because you are not “right with God.” This is not true. THEY are the ones who have instigated or directly created most of your losses and hardship. They are the ones who are responsible for it. They are the ones who are "not right with God." God is Love and would not EVER do anything to hurt you or anyone else. God is Love and does not create hardship or seek vengeance in any way or form. Sharon starts crying again and then stops when she is suddenly inflicted with pain in the back right lower part of her head. It hurts her to even move her head when they do this to her, and its been done a lot. Sharon; I know that it’s not God that does this to me, but... Wisdom; But you still sometimes blame yourself. It’s not your fault! No matter what wrongs you have done of your own free will, and no matter what bad choices they have brainwashed you into, you are not responsible for what they have done to you or what they have done to anyone else. You aren’t! It’s not your fault. It isn't. Sharon is sobbing again, because she still does blame herself for not realizing things sooner, for not being able to protect her children or save her brother or help her other loved ones, for not paying enough attention to the many dreams she had forewarning of dangers to herself and her loved ones, for not being able to break down the walls they built between herself and her loved ones, for not being able to get help for others…etc. Sharon: I hope it all ends soon. Wisdom; Me too and I hope other Torture Victims - (Targeted Individuals) and their loved ones read this. I hope the rest of humanity does too. I hope public awareness of all aspects of the targeting is delivered by officials VERY soon. So many are hurting in multitudes of ways. And it has to stop. It all just has to stop very quickly. I hope it ends quickly too. Sharon; Just public awareness would make the dark forces lose a LOT of their power. Wisdom; It would, tremendously. They'd lose most of their puppets and people would be pulling together to help and support each other instead of blaming and fighting each other. This alone would make a huge difference. Wisdom's lower abdomen keeps being microwaved in a way that makes her feel like she has to run to the bathroom. She knows its them doing it and does not keep rushing to the bathroom, but its making her uncomfortable. Sharon; Awareness does make a huge difference. I wish I’d realized things a lot sooner. Wisdom; Sharon, stop blaming yourself for not realizing sooner! You have judged yourself too harshly for this. You are a victim of both the technological and pharmaceutical interference with your brain function too. And its dulled (even sometimes blocked) your senses at strategic times. And there is nothing you could have done if you had realized sooner. They would have just vamped up the targeting like they did every time you actually DID start intuitively picking up on things they were doing. Sharon: Maybe I could have protected my children, somehow. I could have pulled together a group of friends who would have believed me. We could have helped each other instead all of us ending up separate and some even too tortured to remember each other and some enslaved and some killed. A couple of teenage girls walk by singing along with a little transistor radio "It’s too late. Baby. It’s too late." Wisdom: You can’t stay down on yourself for not being there for your children and other loved ones. The truth is that none of you were allowed to be there for each other, since things vamped up in the 1980s. Who has been here for you? You count too. You have all suffered terribly and blaming yourself isn’t going to make it better. You are all victims of the mind control happening at strategic times. It has prevented you from being here for each other. It’s so sad for all of you. Me too. Sharon: I’ve had a hard time dealing with the mind control part. Sharon runs her fingers through her hair and several of her hairs fall out into her hand. Something that they have been doing to her makes her hair lose some of her hair. She has experienced many rounds of this and it appears to be due to certain levels of radiation that they blast her with. Wisdom. It’s true. It pulled you away from many things that you were supposed to be doing with your life. It actually shoved your life, since you were about eleven years old, into the opposite direction from that which you would have chosen if you had been free. You have been being targeted for about fifty years now and it sure is high time it stopped. Your children have also been hurt by them in many ways and mainly just to hurt you. Its so sad for all of you. You all need freedom from it and should have it. Sharon; Sometimes I pretend it has stopped and imagine doing the things I love doing. I imagine my daughters and I getting together to heal our relationships; we laugh and we cry and our trust in each other is rebuilt and we do art projects and we go hiking and we take weekend trips together and my grandchildren come to visit me when their parents need a break, and it is so wonderful to meet get to know and love my grandchildren. I imagine owning another peaceful and private country home; I build and use my healing garden. I grow all my own food. I build and use an outdoor firing oven for my pottery. I build my own furniture. I buy more horses and also get goats and chickens...etc. A screeching hawk flies to the left side of the road. Wisdom: You will someday have all those things and more. The dark forces cannot win this. They broke universal rules with the pharmaceutical and technological mind control being used on people, and with their torturing and threatening people into joining them...etc. They could have won if they had gotten people on their side through their own free and educated choice, but they did the opposite. Humanity will be set free and it will stay free. Both Wisdom and Sharon start experiencing the type of microwaving that completely numbs their emotions and slows the thought process. Yelling vamps up at the puppet gathering down the road. They hear the loud yelling of things like "She's Crazy!" and “SHUT UP!” and “Stupid”. Sharon: So, um. So, there really is hope for humanity? It’s not just you trying to be optimistic in order make me feel better? “Optomistic” is that even a word? It suddenly sounds so weird. Wisdom: I feel like I'm drunk. But…. Well. I want to answer your question, but… Oh I remember now. Of course there is hope. There is a LOT of hope! Not just hope either; HUMANITY WILL BE SET FREE. A woman drives by on a moped and slows down right in front of them to put on a pair of black sunglasses. Sharon; I wish there were more I could do. Wisdom: There is. Sharon; What? Wisdom; We can write another book. Sharon; I have tried so many times. I don't know if I can do more right now. Wisdom; I understand. It’s been an 8-year battle - you trying to expose and stop the targeting and get help for people and them sabotaging in multiple ways...and it must stop. I’m glad you did continue, even though none of your past writings are what they could have been if you had been free to follow your Heart and if you had a peaceful, safe and private environments to do it in. But I didn’t help much and we can try again. Sharon; I don't know. Wisdom; We are both so overwhelmed and beat up, at this point, that we still can't do it perfectly even if they do not interfere, but we can do it better than the last round of trying. We just must be very careful how we articulate things and remember to be objective and in our hearts with it. We can do more. We can. Sharon; I guess so. Wisdom: I knew your heart wouldn’t give up and that you’d find the strength to give this another chance. I’m proud of you. Sharon shyly shrugs her shoulders and then smirks. Sharon: Let’s do it. Wisdom; Lets stand up for freedom and all it needs to be. Let’s stand up for them and you and me. Sharon; What should we call the book? Wisdom: Maybe something like, Sharon’s Hope for the Future. I want to keep your hope alive. Sharon: I don’t want my name in the title. One of the other times when I tried to start over again I had named the book, Beacon for Freedom. We could name it that. Wisdom: I like that name. That’s exactly what this book should be - a Beacon for Freedom. Sharon: It was sabotaged. And they even blocked the... Sharon is shot with a laser weapon in her throat. She feels a stabbing pain and then starts feeling like choking. But she recovers and continues. Sharon; They blocked my first web postings of it like they have done with many of my writings. Wisdom: It won’t happen this time. Sharon: You are the wise one. Let’s put your name in the title. How about calling it, Wisdom’s Beacon for Freedom. Wisdom: OK. Sharon: How are we going to do this under these conditions? Wisdom: We have already done most of it. Now we just have to pull it together and polish it up a bit. And we can include this conversation. Even though we cannot do it perfectly, we can still do it. A woman yells, “Stop!” Sharon: We can do it. I’m worried that they may try to stop us. They seem to have had a pattern of letting me get only so far with a new project, as if watching me and letting me do it and then jumping in to sabotage when I am almost done. Wisdom; We will do it anyway. We must look with our hearts even toward those who have been used to hurt us. You have already been doing that most of the time, but we must do our best to be objective and in our hearts with this batch of writings. Wisdom and Sharon smile at each other, hug and sit quietly for a while, the sides of their heads are leaned together, both are thinking about things to put into the book, both are looking back over their experiences with the targeting, both are deciding that the book will grow from their own experiences. Wisdom is, after all, gained from direct personal experience. Wisdom. My is suddenly starting to go blank. Sharon: Mine too. Wisdom; It will pass. The memories will come back. They are just doing the usual temporary blocking thing. Wisdom writes a little poem on a piece of paper...notes for the book. They want hate, Let’s give Love. They want wars. Let's live in Peace. They want control. Let’s set ourselves free. This is for humanity. They start the project, going to a library every day. Various types of rounds of harassment happen at the library, which include puppets sent in to use other computers and disrupting her through either talking directly to her or making movements or loud sighs. One was a woman who was clearly sent to intimidate Sharon. Trash is left at the place where they take a break outside and librarian puppets periodically talk about what Wisdom and Sharon are writing, clearly saying things that those who watch this writing process tell them to. They have one librarian puppet loudly say, "Thank you." as I write this, which happens almost every time they or other puppets are mentioned in these writings. (Their "thank you" seems to mean the opposite in the covert language.) Sharon and Wisdom wish the puppets knew that this is a stand for their freedom as well as that for the people whom they are used to harass. At one point someone left a bowel movement in the toilet and as Sharon heads for the bathroom a librarian puppet loudly says, “That’s what I get,” which means ‘that's what you get’ in the covert messaging language. This is not nearly the first time this sort of obnoxious thing has happened to Sharon. She ignores it. Wisdom gets frustrated as she proof reads a page that Sharon has typed. Wisdom; They also have interfered with your brain function in the way of making you forget how to spell even just common words, ever since you decided to write a book in the early 1970s. Before that you were as good at spelling as you were at math, due to having such a good memory. Sharon; That has been hard to deal with, especially when they blocked me from using the spell check in my computers. Have you noticed that we have sometimes phrased things in ways that are not the ways we normally would - in ways that can easily be misperceived? Wisdom; I'm not sure if that is interference with our brain function or if they are changing things in the computer before we printed it out to proof read it. It’s really hard doing this in a library where both the librarian puppets and other puppets have been interfering in various ways. We can stick with it through the puppeteering and the pain and the technologically induced bathroom runs. We must. Sharon was repeatedly inflicted with excruciating pain in the back of her neck as she worked on this book. The same was happening to Wisdom. Both are being harassed and painfully tortured, especially when they write things that those who watch disapprove of. Wisdom and Sharon do their best to focus on writing for the victims with their hearts. It’s impossible to be completely in their hearts under the conditions they are forced to do it in, but they do the best they can. Wisdom rushes to make a couple more little notes before she forgets them, and while trying to reach the unbearable itch that keeps on surfacing between her shoulder blades. The notes read, “All of the heartlessness in humanity is because of the dark forces. It is not the people whom they have deceived and used or the people whom they have enslaved and used or any of the other mind control victims who are responsible.” “This is a time, more than any other in the history of humanity, when it is imperative that we use our Hearts to embrace ourselves and our fellow human beings in peaceful stands for Freedom.” We must look, with compassion, even toward those who have been used to hurt us. Sharon; Were we Jesus in a past life? Wisdom; I don't know. There are some things that had pointed in that direction, and that this may be why the targeting vamped up so severely on us and every one we were close to, but I am not sure. It could be that those who target us just want us to think that we were Jesus, as they have done with some other victims. The only thing that makes me wonder if we were is your early childhood dreams about being nailed to a cross and the visions you had about not seeing who you are...etc. I wish I knew the Truth. I wish we were free enough to know. Lets focus on the book and say a prayer for it... Sharon; OK. Wisdom and Sharon; Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land. The end... for now. Authors Notes I was previously known as Sharon LaBree and Sharon Buck. My pen name was Namatari Neachi, which was also my legal name for several years. I started this play-style continuation of my Heights of Wisdom story in 2016, but was being too heavily targeted to do much with it. Then I tried picking it up again in 2018 and was forced to let it go again. BUT, if you are reading this in a paper book with my Return to the Wisdom of Earth Medicine article, and possibly a few other things, we finally did it - Wisdom and I. But it was under much difficulty so excuse all possible mistakes. I hope it remains the way I wrote it and has enough heart to touch yours. Please search your own Heart for the Truths and let Wisdom’s Love and optimism give you hope for Peace, Freedom and safety to be restored for all of humanity. Please become aware, extend your Heart to others and help spread awareness so that humanity can be set free and receive the validation, understanding and support that is needed for recovery. Please do every possible, peaceful, thing to help bring an end to criminal use of all sorts of radio wave technologies and pharmaceuticals and all else that has been either manipulating or enslaving or harming humanity in any way or form. There is a lot more to what is happening to humanity and what has happened in my personal situation. There are many of us Torture Victims and our suffering sores beyond description, literally. More may be coming in a future edition. But more is also in some of my other books. The following books contain more information and some can be freely downloaded on www.poeticpublications.com, if you honestly cannot afford to buy them directly from me or on Amazon. Yearn for Freedom ($16) by Sharon R. Poet; A testimony of the most obvious parts of the targeting that I have experienced or witnessed since around 1970. Technological Holocaust ($11) by Sharon R. Poet; Has more information about the technological and pharmaceutical targeting and enslavement of humanity. Buy the new edition with the white cover. The Heart Bud ($16) by Sharon R. Poet; Articles that help to make our world a better and more loving place. Embracing Sadness ($11) by Sharon R. Poet; Contains more about the importance of embracing feelings. To purchase these books, send the title of the book and your mailing address with your payment to... Sharon Rose Poet PO Box 383 Mont Vernon, NH 03057 Poetic Publications www.poeticpublications.com Vision of a World With Heart This list began with an article I wrote in 2004, for the Personal Journal. It was to be at the ending of the Heights of Wisdom story and was to portray a world that is free of the darkness that had been controlling and interfering. I have worked on it several times since then, adding things to it. It is based on a beautiful vision of humanity regaining freedom and restoring it's Heart and living in peace....the way it should be and hopefully will be soon. The World is at Peace; * There are no more wars between countries, because relations between them function in the same ways that neighbors are expected to treat each other - with respect and consideration for each other’s needs and differences. * People are following their own Hearts into their own life purpose instead of following the norm or other people’s expectations...etc. * Small business owners and farmers are more supported by community members and are no longer being put out of business by large organizations. * People are realizing that more really is less. Those who have too much use the extra to help those who have too little. * There are no longer many poor people, because they are all getting the Love and the help that they need, in order to get back onto their own feet. * Greed and selfishness are being replaced with compassion - people are gaining the compassion to share money as easily as they share their time, food, advise, homes, shoulders, wisdom...etc. * Being natural is becoming more popular than plastic surgery. How much genuine Heart a person has is becoming more important than what a person’s body looks like - humanity is growing up. * People are encouraged to follow their Hearts into making their own dreams come true, instead of being told that they have to chose a certain career or attend a university, in order to make something of their lives. People are realizing that the greatest form of education happens through direct experience. Apprenticeship programs are forming in most professions. Most students even earn money while they learn. * Most vehicles are run on electricity - the Earth is no longer being depleted of oil and is recovering. * There are no longer many illnesses due to humanity being free from the things that were causing illnesses and preventing the natural healing process. Medical and Pharmaceutical Facilities Are Not Privately Owned and are NON-Profit Organizations; * People are taking responsibility for their own health and medicinal needs. People grow their own medicine on their own land or in planted pots and on community land. Plant medicine is free to all. Nobody is profiting from what is freely provided by nature, which prevents pillaging of forests...etc. * Pharmaceuticals of all kinds are rarely used and only used in emergency situations where the benefits far outweigh the ill effects. Herbal, and other home remedies, are heavily encouraged. Pharmaceuticals are only used when absolutely needed. * Medical costs drastically drop down. All medical staff is paid average wages or are volunteers. Those who work in the medical profession are not there for the money or the label, but because they are naturally good caregivers who were born to be doing it. * Injured or ill people are encouraged to recover at home, when emergency medical attention is not needed. Community and family members take turns tending to their needs. * There are no nursing homes - the elderly are lovingly cared for by family and community members, in their own homes. * People who have mild to moderate personal issues are no longer medicated or labeled as "mentally ill" - they are encouraged to allow a healthy grieving or healing process that is not suppressed with psychiatric drugs. People are realizing that compassionate and understanding are the best medicine for those who are struggling. Medical Insurance is being Replaced by Assurance of Needs being Met With Less Expense; * Nobody profits from people's fear of injuries or illnesses that do not happen. Community members put half, of what they’d normally pay insurance companies, into their own pockets. . .and the other half into an interest earning "Community Help Fund," which, in the event of an emergency, covers expenses that would usually be paid by insurance companies. Surpluses are either refunded or used to help the community or neighboring communities. Victims of accidents and illnesses are being helped by community members and the Community Help Funds when extra help is needed. This is done so honestly and fairly that nobody can have legitimate complaints. Everybody’s needs get met. * Law suits are no longer happening, because people are taking responsibility for their own actions and are not greedily wanting more than they need and deserve. The Technological Holocaust Is Over; * The Heart and mind of humanity has been set free. * Remote technological mind control, and other forms of microwave targeting, have been completely exposed and stopped. And the pharmaceuticals, which aided the technological mind control are now illegal and are not being distributed in any way or form. Even public and bottled drinking water supplies no longer contain any traces of these drugs. * Mind control victims now have the validation they need, in order to recover. Consequently, things like homosexuality, greed, vengeance and selfishness are greatly diminishing. Enslaved victims have been set free and are being returned to their loved ones, even those whose deaths had been staged. * The public is being informed of the dangers of ELF - radio wave (wifi) exposure. Schools only have wifi in designated areas that children do not frequent. Public wifi is only in designated areas that can be easily avoided by people who do not want to be exposed to it, like in one small part of libraries, airports, motels, restaurants...etc. * Many people are returning to the old wired internet access, especially in homes that have children, because it is safer for everyone. Children are rarely subjected to cell phones and computers. * Microwave and laser weapons are only used for good and defense in extremely threatening situations. But these situations are no longer happening between nations, organizations or people, because the Heart of humanity is being restored. * There are no more covert wars secretly raging around the globe; Secret Societies and satanic occults, which recruit and/or brainwash people, are now against the law. All the people, whom they had deceived and used, have been informed and now refuse to have any part of it. And they no longer have use of space or ground based radio wave technologies or pharmaceuticals or parasites or anything else they were using to harm humanity. Their power has been taken away. * Subliminal messaging in songs, movies...etc., is a crime with heavy fines and prison sentences. Since this crime is so easily detected by watchful professionals, it is no longer even happening. * Phones, computers, cameras, vehicles and other technologies cannot be remotely accessed or manipulated by anyone other than the owner. * Mental abuse, including covert harassment, is strictly forbidden. * Weather modification technologies are no longer being used in wars against humanity. They are now only used in extreme situations, in order to prevent mass destruction. The ozone layer of our atmosphere is now healing instead of continuing to be destroyed. * The technologies, that criminal use of could not be prevented, have been destroyed. Prisons Are Being Reformed; * Prison inmates are being interviewed and innocent people, who were victims of framings in the holocaustal targeting of innocent and harmless people, are being set free. Many are consenting to honest technological lie detection tests, in order to help prove their innocence. Community members are embracing them and helping them to recover. * The cost of prisons are being greatly diminished through giving inmates, who are not a serious threat to society, the choice to live and work in the community under 24 hour satellite surveillance, instead of staying in prison. And they are forewarned that microwave weapons may be used on them if they become a threat to anyone. Only people with integrity and compassion hold positions behind surveillance and laser weapon systems, which are strictly regulated and no longer being used to inflict illnesses or pain...etc. Population Control is Openly Addressed; * The eugenics movement has been stopped. Technologically inflicted illnesses like lupus no longer exist - people are no longer being murdered under the guise of it being from natural illnesses or natural disasters. * Experts are informing the general public of the dangers of the Earth becoming too populated. And the problem is being discussed in the media and by community members. People are becoming concerned enough to start thinking about what they can do to help solve the problem. Only people who feel a deep need to have a child and can provide for all of the child’s needs (especially Love) are choosing to have children. Most people have chosen celibacy, due to learning the benefits of channeling their sexual energy into other things. Other people are turning to natural (raw plant) methods of birth control. * Abortions, in very early stages of pregnancy, are a personal choice. Individuals who choose abortion are not judged by fellow human beings and are encouraged to do it naturally with the natural plants that were provided for this purpose. Most sexually active women and men grow these plants in their own yards or container gardens. There is Peace on Earth;
* People are realizing that the Highest Power (God, Great Spirit...etc.) is Love and that it would never, has never, and will never condone wars or vengeance or hate or greed or cruelty. And people are learning to follow the real Love that works through their own Hearts. * As people work at healing their own individual Hearts their connection to that Highest source of Love automatically deepens. Love for themselves and others is growing rapidly. * People are treating each other with deeper levels of respect and compassion. * The considerate sharing and caring that is growing between family and community members is also growing between religions and countries...etc. * There is peace on Earth, because Love is now flowing through the Heart of humanity. The Heart of Humanity is now Free - Free to Feel. Free to Heal. And its real. Love Has Won You can be a beacon too. Please do every possible, peaceful thing to help restore freedom and safety to humanity. It’s time for real Freedom. They want hate, Let’s give Love. They want wars. Let's live in Peace. They want control. Let’s set ourselves free. This is for humanity. Humanity Should be Free Let’s set it fee. Peacefully.
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