I am reposting this because the first posting was blocked from being viewed on this blog. I started writing this continuation of my old Wisdom story in the spring of 2016 and had started posting it here around December 26, 2018. This is evident in the back ground of this blog, but for some reason the first posting does not show publicly although the settings say it is up and running. I am being too heavily targeted to finish it now, but here is what there is of it so far.
Wisdom’s Beacon for Freedom
by Sharon Rose Poet
(Birth name; Sharon LaBree. Married name; Sharon Buck. Previous Pen Name; Namatari Neachi.)
by Sharon Rose Poet
(Birth name; Sharon LaBree. Married name; Sharon Buck. Previous Pen Name; Namatari Neachi.)
copyright 1990s to 2019 with all rights reserved
Part of this book is written as if it is a fiction play, but the scenarios portrayed have really happened and the situation it exposes is true and is the root cause of most of the more obvious problems that we are now faced with in our troubled world. The first step we must take, in order to remedy this situation is to become aware. So, please realize what is happening and how it is happening. Then let Wisdom’s optimism give you hope for Peace, freedom and safety to be restored for all of humanity. The character, named Wisdom, looks into the bigger picture of this situation with compassion for all instead of blaming and judging. She is like that which resides inside all our hearts. And this is a time when the Heart of our own Wisdom needs to be embraced. So, please embrace yours too.
The conversation between Wisdom and Sharon is like the ones I have with the heart of my own wisdom or could have with another person as I struggle to sooth my pain and figure out how to deal with this horrible situation that I, as well as many others, have been being deeply hurt by. Please read this book with your heart and listen closely to your own instincts, because the future of your own loved ones may depend on you realizing what is happening and helping them through it. Please help spread the word - help public awareness set humanity free and deliver uncountable numbers of severe victims the validation, understanding and support that is desperately needed for recovery to begin.
This story about Wisdom is a continuation of the "Heights of Wisdom" story that I wrote around the year 2005 for a publication.
A Little beacon shines
Into these troubled days
To chase out the dark
And Light a healing way.
The Return of Wisdom
A bit of hope flickers then brightens again.
Memories of a time from way back then.
Hope for the darkness to come to an end,
Where Light's wings spread in the wind,
As I bring Wisdom back into my life,
And dare believe all will be alright.
Wisdom returns from a long retreat, in order to help an old friend named Sharon. She’d sensed that something was horribly wrong and that Sharon, and many others, needed help. She hoped that Sharon would be able to fill her in on what the problem is.
As Wisdom approached the parking spot where Sharon was living in her car, Sharon rushed to put out a cigarette and jump out of her car. Wisdom waddled up to her holding her arms wide open as a smile slowly spread across her dark wrinkled face. Sharon held back tears of relief as she rushed into the hug.
Sharon: I'm so glad to see you.
Wisdom holds Sharon in a strong bear hug until her tears finally started flowing.
Wisdom: Let it out, Honey.
A car slowly drives by with windows wide open and a middle aged couple pretending to have an argument. "Get out of here!" the man loudly yells as the woman looks at Sharon and Wisdom smiling.
Sharon: There is so much I need to...
Sharon's voice is drowned out when a truck parks next to Sharon's car with a radio loudly blaring. “Girls just want to have fun...” Then the truck backs out and peels forward, leaving the screech of his tires to permeate the silence that followed his departure.
Wisdom: Oh my!
A voice, from somewhere behind them yells, "YOU ARE GOING TO GET NAILED!" And an elderly woman walks by and loudly says, “You too!”
Wisdom: What on earth is going on here? Sharon: Its covert harassment. Some people call it 'gang stalking.' People who target me appear to be doing a heavy round, in order to scare you away.
Wisdom: I came to help you and I’m not leaving. Are you alright?
Sharon: No. I’m not alright.
A business man, dressed in a suit coat, walks by and loudly spits on the ground in front of Sharon and Wisdom.
Wisdom: I had a vision of a darkness that was closing in on you and many others and got worried.
Sharon: What’s happening to humanity is horrible, Wisdom. My situation has been really bad too.
A group of teenagers slowly drive right up next to them, lay on the horn, laugh and then rush off. Then someone walking up the street, next to the parking lot starts beating on the back of a stop sign with a bat. Then an ambulance rushes by with sirens blaring. Wisdom is standing with her hands on her hips and shaking her head.
Sharon: This happens to me a lot. It’s being done by community members, who are part of the dark covert program, (secret society) and are following orders to go to a certain place and make noise or do or say something.
Wisdom: Most of them look like they are just average middle class people, not like some sort of street gang.
Sharon: They are not a street gang or any sort of gang. They are sperate people, from all walks of life, whose leader’s use them, like puppets, in the harassment part of targeting me and other torture victims. Most of them seem to think its a good thing. The kids seem to think its a cool game. I call them puppets.
Wisdom: They have all been seriously deceived if they think its a good thing or a cool game. Poor things. They seem lost, as if they are victims too.
Sharon: They hurt me so much its sometimes been hard for me to feel compassion for them. Initially I viewed all of them as perpetrators, like most Targeted Individuals do. It was confusing that so many people were involved with targeting me. But, since I started realizing the mind control and the enslavement and the covert program, and how wide spread it is, it all makes sense. But its scary, because it sometimes seems like whole communities are used in it, especially the businesses. I do feel a lot of compassion for the puppets now, because I know that most, if not all, of them are victims of the hell that uses them to harass me. Some have been deceived into thinking its a good thing. I’ve heard that some are threatened or blackmailed into participating and not leaving, and some are complete mind control victims who do not even know anything about it. I think there may be a lot of people trapped in it. The program tends to attack the loved ones of their primary target and I imagine this is really hard for most people. I can understand how many would stay and be silent, especially if they became mind control victims after balking it. Lets go get a drink.
As Wisdom walks around to the passenger side of Sharon’s car she notices an oil spill on the ground.
Wisdom: Is this from your car?
Sharon: Yes. They cause oil leaks in most of my vehicles since the early to mid 1990s but I just put a couple quarts of oil in it so it should be ok for a little while. Sometimes they unscrew the oil filter. They have changed the oil dip stick so that I’d over fill it and oil would push its way out around the engine. And they have loosened bolts to make both motor oil and transmission oil leak.
Wisdom: Have you ever caught them doing it?
Sharon: No. Its very hard to catch them, because their leaders watch me as I try to catch them. And then they manipulate things and sabotage help with it. I don’t even try anymore.
They climb into the car. A little rain shower comes and when Sharon puts on the windshield wipers it becomes extremely difficult to see through the windshield.
Sharon: Oh darn! They did it again!
Sharon: They sprayed something on my windshield that makes it really hard to see through when its wet. I’ll have to wash it before we go.
Sharon pulls window cleaner and paper towels out of the trunk and washes the windshield.
Wisdom: Does this happen often too?
Sharon: Yes it has. Some periods of time worse than others. And there is a lot more that they’ve done to my vehicles. I’ve had more flat tires than I can even begin to count. They have something that can drain the battery instantly, wherever they want to leave me stranded. They have put sticky substances on my steering wheel and door handles and seat, which appears to contain some sort of drug. They’ve moved the position of my side and rear view mirrors, which happened a lot around 2010 when they damaged my engine in a way that caused the gas to literally poor out through the air filter when I started it. They’ve dumped water in my trunks to damage my belongings. And the list could go on.
Wisdom: Am I safe in this car?
Sharon: No. I’m not either. But its all we have.
Wisdom: Lets go.
Wisdom starts laughing a deep soulful laugh that slowly shifts Sharon’s scowl into a wavering smirk.
Sharon: Its not funny!
Wisdom: I know. But its just so ridiculous. I don’t know how you’ve dealt with this for as long as you have.
Sharon: I don’t either.
Wisdom: Yes you do. I do too.
Sharon: I pray for strength a lot. But sometimes it seems like for every three doses of strength, that I get, four are drained from me and then I have to pray for more again.
Wisdom: You’ll get through this, honey. Someday it will be over.
Sharon: I hope so. It can’t be over soon enough for me.
They go to a nearby fast food restaurant, order drinks and sit at a table. Wisdom takes a sip from her drink and makes a face.
Wisdom: My drink has a weird taste to it and has little lumps in it. What's yours like.
Sharon had already pushed her drink aside and was about to stop Wisdom from drinking hers.
Sharon: The same. This has happened to me a lot, but it took me a while to figure out that the lumps are parasites, which they sometimes put into the drinks of targeted people. They don’t do these things to everyone so its not readily noticed. I didn’t think they’d do it to you. Food prepared by others can be dangerous for those of us who are being targeted. There are many puppets working in these places, even in expensive restaurants. I don’t know if anyone is really completely free anymore. I have some strong sage tea and raw garlic that you should take, in case you’ve been infected.
Wisdom: I will definitely take you up on the garlic and sage.
While they were talking several groups of people had rushed in to occupy the tables around them. They start whispering to each other, glancing at Sharon, laughing and loudly saying parts of things that Sharon had been saying to someone the day before. They are trying to trigger Sharon into anger, so that Wisdom will think less of her. Sharon shrugs and sadly looks at Wisdom.
Sharon: More puppets.
Wisdom: I think the parking lot was more peaceful. Maybe we can find a spot in the park. How on earth do you live with this?
Sharon: Its not always this bad. It comes in rounds. Sometimes its been worse, though. But, even on milder scales its difficult to say the least. Its all actually very hard to bear. Sometimes I feel like its driving me crazy. Sometimes I feel like I can not take another day of it. But then I have to. I am forced to tolerate it. I have no choice. I do my best to ignore as much as I can and try to park in areas that are out of the way and more quiet. But living in a car, being alone and not owning a private country home anymore, makes this part of the targeting a lot worse. I’m not truly living my life - I am merely surviving what the targeting has reduced it to, at this point.
Wisdom calls a few friends and tells them about what is happening. The harassment backs off after it is realized that Wisdom is not alone and is not being scared off.
Sharon: Its good that you called people. The targeting is worse when a person is isolated, like I am. Up until now they probably thought they’d scare you away from me, that you’d assume I’m mentally ill or that the chaos was somehow my fault - what I draw to myself. Thank you for standing by me. It means a lot. They’ll let up on me now too. Lets go to the park.
They reach a large park and walk for a while, arm in arm. Wisdom sighs with relief as they round a clump of birch trees and find no people in a secluded area.
Wisdom: This is much better! Lets sit here on the moss. We can lean against that rock. Its a little damp from the shower, but I don’t mind if you don’t.
They got away from the crowded parking lot but they are not alone. They are being watched through satellites. And every word they say is being heard.
Wisdom: I’m having some sort of dizzy spell.
Sharon: Are you OK?
Wisdom: I am now, but I completely forgot something I needed to tell you. I remember that it was important, but don’t remember what it was. This is odd. I usually have a very good memory.
Sharon: Its probably from the radio waves. They often have that effect.
Wisdom has almost no awareness of modern technologies.
Wisdom: Radio waves?
Sharon: Satellites can be used for surveillance from space, like what is clearly shown on the web on Google Earth. And satellites are used to shoot radio waves down to Earth for the purpose of internet access. They can flood whole communities with radio waves or shoot them down to just a specific spot. This is all very well known. But, what most people don’t realize, and need to, is that satellites can also be criminally used to watch and stalk people and/or to hurt people through shooting condensed beams of radio waves into various parts of their bodies. Radio waves, (microwaves) tuned to the same frequency as the human brain, can be used to interfere with brain function and even manipulate people.
While Sharon explains this, Wisdom has a vision of a satellite shooting radio waves at people in their own homes and as well as out in their communities. Part of it shows people’s brains being connected to a computer system through satellites. And she sees other things. She knows it’s all true, although it sounds like something out of a science fiction movie. Puzzle pieces start clicking together. The saddest expression settles into Wisdom’s face.
Wisdom: When I was on the mountain I saw a darkness spreading through humanity and felt that there was a desperate need for humanity to be saved from it, but I didn’t know how it was being done. I saw that it was hurting you, Sharon, and many others. It was a horrible sight. That's why I’m here. So, it appears that satellites are a tool for that darkness to take over humanity?”
Sharon: Space based technologies are one of the tools. Radio waves shot down from them can be used to manipulate a person’s brain in many ways. They can even manipulate or completely block a person’s emotions.
Wisdom: This is terrible. Interference with brain function and feelings can stop the natural process of personal growth and harm a person’s spirit and soul.
Sharon: They can map a person’s brain, with technologies like MRIs, and then VERY remotely interfere with its function in small ways or even completely control enslaved human beings. Most people are not aware that this is even possible, even though its been being practiced since at least the early 1900s when scientists like Nicola Tesla’s experiments with shooting radio waves into the human body. Various levels of it appears to be being used on most of humanity, at this point. They can do mass brainwashings of whole communities as well as zooming in on one home, business or individual.
At least some of the puppets who harassed us were probably mind control victims, some to the point of being completely enslaved and no longer have their own instincts, spirits or hearts in tact.
Wisdom: That explains it.
Tears well in both Sharon and Wisdom’s eyes.
Sharon: You believe me?
Wisdom: Of course I believe you. I know what you are telling me is true. I saw them and felt them and some were like zombies. And I’ve had dreams and visions, which pointed this out. I just was not sure what they meant until now. So many people, and even whole families, have been hurt horribly, in ways that are not obvious to the rest of humanity, so they have gotten no help or protection or support. And it has hot holocaustal levels. This is not just a selected few. Its a mass destruction. Those who lead it have been aiming to completely enslave all of humanity and have had to much success with it this far. Its too horrible to even be able to fully describe.
An elderly woman numbly walks by holding the left side of her head just as Wisdom feels a sudden shot of pain, from a space based laser weapon, into the left side of her head. Sharon doesn’t notice because she’s overwhelmed with the painful things she’s having to look back at as she explains things to Wisdom.
Sharon: It’s all just too horrible. They have hurt my loved ones and I beyond description. Our suffering has been immense. Some of us have been being cruelly tortured. Our Love for each other has been severely blocked. We have all experienced brainwashings against each other. They have even brainwashed my children and others into thinking that I’m “evil” or just “mentally ill” and that none of this is really happening. None of us have had the chance to grow and evolve and be all that we were born to be. Some of us have been being literally tortured. And some have been completely enslaved.
Wisdom sits quietly for a while and Sharon is trying to contain her emotions, afraid that she will be inflicted with physical pain for feeling them, because this has happened to her many times.
Wisdom: I had seen that there are a lot of families who have been being torn apart, some members even seeking revenge on others instead of resolving their problems, every family member suffering and darkness growing between them and throughout humanity. I had not understood how so many people could be choosing to join the darkness - how it was growing so fast. But now I do. They are not choosing it. It has been blocking their Hearts and giving them no free choice. Another important part of this is the distribution of pharmaceuticals that alter people’s minds and blocks their Hearts. On milder scales there’s things like coffee and alcohol and nicotine. It doesn’t help you to be smoking Sharon. But I know you want to quit and just can’t right now, due to being trapped in this situation and unable to go through your healing process that quitting requires for you. You have also been being brainwashed into smoking. You really need freedom from all of that.
They hear two coughs echoing in the distance.
Sharon: I do want to quit, but can’t right now. The pharmaceuticals, which are heavily pushed upon people (like antidepressants) greatly aid the success of technological mind control as well as blocking people’s hearts and instincts. 2008 news reports had stated that these types of pharmaceuticals were being found in many drinking water supplies. I think its been being put there intentionally. I think masses of people have been being brainwashed into thinking they have to drink coffee, which aids the technological control a lot.
Wisdom looks around to see if there is anyone nearby.
Wisdom: Did you say something? I thought I heard someone say, “Happy birthday.”
Sharon: “Happy birthday,” is a death threat in the covert language. No. I didn’t say or hear anything. You are probably experiencing the voice projection part of what those technologies can do. Through the radio waves, they can project sounds, even of people talking, which can either sound like its from someone nearby or from inside of your own head. I heard that the military calls it V2K - Voice to Skull transmissions of sound and some people are targeted in the way of this happening to them on a regular basis. I had a hard time believing this part of it at first, but then I realized how some of my dreams were not like real dreams and were just like a voice in my head as I woke up. Back then I thought it was messages from God. Now, I’m certain that it was V2K, performed by those who target me and were trying to manipulate my life, because they knew I paid close attention to my dreams. They can even project pictures and dreams into a person’s brain. I can now notice the difference, between my own natural dreams and the ones that they project into my head, most of the time. But prior to my finding out about the technological targeting it really messed me up by leading me to places and people that were not good for me, which was obviously their intention.
Wisdom is starting to feel anger toward Sharon that her heart feels is not natural and is able to bypass it. But then she starts to feel like she has to get away from her, but realizes that this also is not natural. She’s getting frustrated.
Wisdom: I just heard someone yell, “Leave,” and I am really struggling with some feelings that are not naturally mine.
Sharon: They want you to think its God talking to you and getting angry with you for not leaving me. They don’t want us to be together.
Wisdom: I’m not leaving. This is too intrusive. It shouldn’t even be happening. We need protection from this so that we can just carry on a normal conversation!
Sharon: It helps that we are aware. If you didn’t realize that this was really happening you’d probably be gone by now and thinking badly of me. They will probably back off now that you know its not God and are aware and have people whom you can talk to about it. Things like lead can help block it. I wish we had a lead lined room we could talk in. I don’t have any protection. I wish I did. I’m sorry.
Wisdom: I would never leave you or blame you.
Sharon: Sometimes people have no choice, if the mind control is strong enough, especially if they have been drugged with the types of pharmaceuticals, which aid it. This is what happened in my family. Due to the mind control, they think I left them and I have felt abandoned by them, since the early 1990s. Its all horribly painful, especially since their negative perceptions of me prevent me from helping them with the ways that they have been being targeted. I miss them so much, but I miss who they were before things got too bad for us. I don’t know who they are now. I find this situation with my loved ones unbearably painful, especially when it comes to my children and grand children.
Tears well in Sharon’s eyes and her lips start quivering. Wisdom puts her hand on Sharon's knee.
Wisdom: I know your not evil and that this is not just in your head. I can see how the lack of awareness serves the darkness on a huge scale. If people knew this was happening, they’d be able to bypass most of the brainwashing. I can sense that your loved ones are suffering from it too. All of you have been deeply hurt. All of you have been made to feel unloved by each other, even though there is a lot of love in all of you for each other. Its so sad. This has been happening to many families. There is nothing wrong with you.
Sharon: I fear there may be now, even though there wasn’t to start with. I’ve been kept in isolation from loved ones and hurt for too long. Living in a car like this and not being able to freely and privately process my feelings in a peaceful place of my own has taken its toll on a huge scale. Its been this way for over a decade now. And the technological tortures and covert harassment are just too much a lot of the time. I feel all torn up on the inside.
Wisdom: There is nothing wrong with you. Yes, you are wounded. But you can heal from that. And healing is something you are very experienced with.
Sharon: In order for me to even have a chance to start healing from what they’ve done to me, all aspects of the targeting would have to completely stop.
Wisdom: That's the next thing we need to figure out - how to get the targeting to stop.
Sharon: There is more that you should know. Healthy people, being pushed to seek help in the field of psychiatry, is a serious problem. Its happening to tens of thousands of totally people, even children! Many have been falsely labeled as “mentally ill” and pushed to take psychotropic drugs, like antidepressants - the same types of pharmaceuticals that greatly aid technological mind control. These types of drugs have even been being found in public drinking water as well as bottled water. So, this is not a small problem that is effecting just a few targeted people and families. It is happening on a massive scale.
Wisdom: These types of pharmaceuticals, on their own, severely block people’s Hearts as well as their instincts and intuition, which is horribly destructive. The field of psychiatry and psychotropic drugs have been tools for the darkness from the start. And many, both inside and outside the field of psychiatry, have been deceived into thinking that its helping although its harming.
Sharon: I know. Remember we wrote about that in our Embracing Feelings book in 1999?
Wisdom: I do. That was a grand start to our aim to save the Heart of humanity. Its a shame that it was destroyed in a fire and then altered.
Sharon: Now they are even going so far as to try to make people think that sadness in a child is a sign of “mental illness”, which should be medicated! The children! How can they hurt defenseless and innocent little children?
Wisdom: That's preposterous! We are born with the capability of feeling of sadness, because it is extremely important for us to have a way to release our emotional pain. Its crucial, for the health and growth of human beings, to retain and use the full range of feelings.
Many people were trying to encourage humanity to embrace sadness and stop suppressing it. How did it swing into the opposite direction? Well, I guess the answer is obvious.
Sharon: There are a few psychiatrists who have even openly stood up against “false mental illness labels” and the psychiatric drugs that are distributed to people who are inflicted with them, but they probably did not know about the technological part of the targeting. I feel that the technological targeting, of the function of people’s brains, has been intentionally instigating people’s concerns about their own mental health so that they go to offices of psychiatrists and then get hurt even more, with the drugs and the false “mental illness” label and the belief that there is something wrong with them. . .and an increased ability to be technologically controlled.
People’s feelings can be remotely manipulated into making them uncontrollably laugh or feel sad or feel angry or be forgetful or feel mentally numb/slow or feel depressed - blocked from all emotion...etc. They can make a person keep thinking or saying the some thing over and over and over again. They can make a person fall asleep. They can even make a person feel like they are in love when they really are not.
Wisdom: My heart aches for humanity, especially the children who are being suppressed or hurt or controlled or all of these things, which appears to be the case on a massive scale. I can’t bear to think about what the future of humanity will be if this continues much longer. It has to be stopped as quickly as possible. And I feel it will be.
Sharon: People need to be aware of the technological targeting and the dark push to suppress, block or destroy the Heart of humanity. People haven’t even had a chance to follow their own Hearts and do a better job with growing and evolving into all that they were born to be, due to the technological mind control and the forced drugging through water and possibly even other things, aside from the magnitudes of people who have been given prescriptions for ailments that they don’t even really have.
Wisdom: The public exposing of this will quickly lead to complete freedom from all that suppresses and harms. Criminal use of the technologies will be stopped. The water will be cleaned up and the pharmaceuticals will stop being distributed and people will learn how important it is to embrace their sadness, in order to release their pain and be more happy and loving human beings. And most victims will be able to heal from what has happened them.
Sharon: There are other things too.
Wisdom: More? Its worse than this?
Sharon: Not worse, but bad. I don’t think anything can be worse than the blocking or destruction of the Heart of humanity. The radio waves can also effect the function of our bodies. They can make a person stay young looking or make their skin age very quickly. They can make a person quickly gain or lose weight. They can boost or drain a person’s energy...etc. They can inflict a person with physical pain and even burn any part of our bodies. And then there’s the infliction of physical illnesses part.
Sharon is suddenly inflicted with a sharp pain in her foot, which feels a bit more painful than a bee sting type of pain. This has happened to her many times before, in various parts of her body, even leaving a burn blister one or two times.
Wisdom: I already sensed that they can inflict things that appear to be natural physical illnesses. Many people are suffering horribly with radio wave (microwave) induced illnesses like lupus and fibromalgia and asthma and COPD and tumors and cancers and diabetes and heart attacks and aneurisms and skin diseases and too many other things that have been being intentionally inflicted upon them. And this suffering is not always only physical. The victims are also often getting strong messages, which insinuate that these sorts of things do not happen to people who are “right with God,” and this makes them think badly of themselves and the real God who is NOT the one who is doing it. In these situations it is really about them being tortured into joining the dark forces who are pretending to be God, even though the REAL God is Love and does not hurt people or seek revenge on them in any way or form.
Many have died from it and some of the deaths have been staged. They can also cure the physical illnesses that they inflict. Part of the enslavement program inflicts people with illnesses and then stages their deaths after abducting them from hospitals. Then they cure them, enslave them and use them as puppets in their covert program (secret society).
Sharon: I had a prophetic dream, back in 2002 or 2003, shortly after my youngest brother was reported to have been killed in an accident. The dream showed him trapped between the two worlds and that there was a need for me to help him. This means that he is not here in his life, but he is not really physically dead either. They have him enslaved. How do I help him? Its one of the most painful things to know that someone is enslaved and needs help and there seems nothing I alone can do to help him. The same thing happened to my mother and a few other people whom I love.
Wisdom: I feel that there are uncountable numbers of thousands of people, around the globe, who are thought to be dead, but are completely enslaved and are being used in the dark covert program. Aside from the pharmaceuticals, the technological enslavement of people is definitely the growing darkness that I saw happening to humanity. The Hearts of the ones who are completely enslaved have been blocked. They are not who they once were. They should be set free as quickly as possibly.
Sharon starts to cry again. And then a laser beam aims at her heart and inflicts physical pain. But she ignores it and continues. Unfortunately she’s used to little tortures like this.
Sharon: Can they be saved and completely recover from it?
Wisdom: I don’t know.
Sharon: They have to be able to be!
Wisdom: I wish I knew. I probably would if I were not suffering the effects of the radio waves dimming my senses too. Surely their Hearts and souls can be saved after they are set free. But I don’t know if the brain damage that has been inflicted upon them is permanent or not.
Sharon: We need to bring them back and see if they can be healed.
Wisdom: And their loved ones should be made aware that they are still alive. I’m sure there are many who sense that something is wrong and have not been have a healthy closure. The enslaved ones should be returned to their families. Have you reported this?
Sharon: I have. Many times and to many places.
Sharon: I don’t want to talk about it.
Sharon: Its all too painful and scary. There is a lot that I feel too confused about and parts of it that I feel too hurt by and parts of it that I feel scared of. Many continue to be destroyed and are suffering and many officials have known for a long time and none have been here for us. And I just don't want to talk about it right now.
Wisdom: OK. I’ll respect that. In the bigger picture, I’m sensing that many officials have been victims too and many do not know the full scope of what has been happening. This situation is hurting them too. Its hurting all of humanity. But I also sense that there are officials, all around the globe, who are aware and are working on this. And I’m sure they will be here for every one else as soon as they can.
Sharon: What if too many of them are either too unaware or too enslaved for their Hearts to be here for us for us in the ways that are needed? This is what happened in my family and circles of friends - too many were too disbelieving and too controlled for their Hearts to be a source of help for those of us who became even more isolated and tortured. Some of them were so controlled that they were actually used against me and added to my pain instead of helping me. And some have been completely enslaved right here in their lives. I know the enslavement is horrible for them. In some ways its even worse than being tortured, like I have been being. But how are torture victims going to get help and how is humanity going to be saved if the Hearts of those who should be sources of help can’t help, or worse - if they add to our pain instead of being here for us? If they need saving too, how is humanity going to be saved?
Wisdom: I understand your concern. But there is a strong Light shining for officials who are in positions where they can stop the targeting and help victims of it, partly due to your prayers for it.
In a way, its a good thing that the darkness is growing through things like satellites and pharmacauticals instead of people’s free choices, because these things can be easily stopped from inflicting harm. I’m sure there are good/uncontrolled officials, all round the globe, who are working on ending this horrible situation through stopping criminal use of the technologies...etc., and being here for all of the victims, at least to deliver the validation and understanding that is so desperately needed, as quickly as possible. Sharon, the targetings may already be stopping and we just don’t know it yet.
Sharon: In my situation, its been getting worse instead of better in many ways. And there are organizations of people who have been trying to abduct me. They have even used some of my controlled or deceived loved ones and acquaintances to try to lure me into agreeing to leap out of my life. And there have been aims to either have me institutionalized or imprisoned or hospitalized. There has been a heavy push to make me get medical insurance, so they can keep me in a hospital as long as they want to.
Wisdom: They call the covert rescue “going home”, in order to make it sound good, but its really enslavement in absolute hell. There are a lot of people in prisons who have been enslaved. I had a vision of huge masses of them. And the psychiatric institutions can probably be more dangerous than anything else, for a person who is a heavy target. I’m so glad your still here and have been doing what you can to stand up for yourself and others.
Sharon: Its really hard, though. I’ve not been doing a very good job with it. And the covert “rescue” thing gets forceful and scary. I’ve been through many rounds of being painfully tortured and then swarmed with vehicles that they point for me to leap into, in order to escape the pain. But those who orchestrate the rescue are clearly the same ones who do the torture. And there appear to be different covert groups who have zoomed in on my situation, even groups who seem to be against each other. It has sometimes seemed like covert wars are raging around me, which people are being hurt by, and it all feels so horrible that I literally can’t stand it. I have to force myself to not think about it.
Wisdom: That must be difficult. I know how you feel about wars. I feel the same way. There have been a lot of secret covert wars going on for decades now, from global levels to community and family levels, which are controlled by the dark forces, and have been pitting people against each other. There have been family members pitted against each other, friends pitted against each other, community members pitted against each other, freedom fighters pitted against harmless and innocent people, torture victims pitted against each other, colored people and white people pitted against each other, common citizens and governments pitted against each other, organizations pitted against each other, countries pitted against each other...etc. Many are acting on deceptions, seeing a person as an enemy when they really aren't. People need to realize what is happening - how the dark forces manipulate and deceive and pit people against each other, so that it can be stopped as quickly as possible, because its too horribly destructive. Public awareness of the deceptions and technological and pharmaceutical mind control, which block people’s hearts and instincts and instills a revenge types of mentality is the key to starting a ball rolling to end it all.
Too many people’s Hearts are too blocked and their minds too controlled. They are victims too. Most people, in their right minds (or Hearts) would know that seeking vengeance does not solve problems and merely makes them worse. And most would not even think of controlling or torturing fellow human beings with laser and microwave weapons.
Sharon: Harmless and innocent people have been being tortured or killed or framed for crimes. And they can infiltrate and control and sometimes even watch us through things like our phones and TVs and computers and radios and computerized vehicles and digital cameras...etc., making it almost impossible to gather evidence or write reports...etc. Its all just too horribly wrong.
Wisdom: I sense that there are a lot of people being used, in the lower levels of this covert war stuff, people who think they are fighting for freedom, while actually being used to destroy it. They are victims too. For many of them, fighting is the only way they know and their intentions are good. Can you imagine how they are going to feel when they realize the Truth? Its sad for them too. Freedom will be free when we stop fighting for it and start peacefully standing for it, in this situation. Someday they will know this.
Sharon: Its all very confusing, especially when they use good people in the foreground of things like the covert abduction/rescue stuff. I’ve been really scared for the people they used in my situation - of what could happen to them after they are done using them. It seems that the dark forces don’t like leaving witnesses behind. I know that some of them have had “accidents” or have been killed. Others have vanished. Its all so disturbing.
Wisdom: Some of them were probably already enslaved before being used, but some may not have been. Its a horrible situation. The dark force has used good/uncontrolled people in the foreground of it so that the torture victims do not sense the bad and because they are more apt to leap toward a familiar person. There are multiple victims in these situations whether they succeed with the rescue/abduction or not. Even the ones who are used in it are victims too.
Sharon: I’ve noticed this scenario of them manipulating things to make the good look bad and the bad look good. And then, it seems that, in order to keep everything secret and prevent people from openly and peacefully standing up for freedom, they convince people that doing the right thing is the wrong thing. Its all very dark and twisted.
Wisdom: Right can never be wrong, because wrong will never be right and something has to be right. And its safer to openly stand in the Light. This crisis would be over in an instant if there were a huge global stand, which honestly exposed the technological and pharmaceutical targeting and the damage it has been doing to all types of victims. I hope it happens.
Sharon: I hope it happens soon. This, as well as other parts of the targeting, have been hurting families like mine since at least the 1970s. I’ve been the primary torture victim in my family and it vamped into extreme levels around the early1990s. Since then I’ve been shoved into destitution, through jobs and business and homes being sabotaged and my bank accounts drained or lost. I remember missing about ten thousand dollars from one of my bank accounts. And I now feel sure that I was literally brainwashed into forgetting about my back up savings account, which contained about sixty thousand dollars. (I know I wound not have forgotten on my own, because I’ve always had a good memory and I’ve desperately needed that money.) By the time I realized it there had been a bank merger and records of accounts were destroyed after a certain amount of years. Then the government agency, where “abandoned” accounts are supposed to be sent to, said they had no record of it. They did say that there may have been a misspelling of my name, which is making it hard to find. But its not been recovered yet and this is disturbing.
Wisdom: So, your living in your car, begging for hand outs and borrowing money in order to survive, and what was left of your own money is either sitting in a lost account or went into the pockets of those who target you?
Sharon: Yes. And they want me to believe that I am poor, because I am not “right with God,” which really means that its because I’ve not joined the opposite - the dark forces - the secret society - the satanic occult. They have offered me money to join on many occasions.
Wisdom: I’m so sorry that these things have been being done to you. I have no doubt that this sort of thing has happened to many people. And many of them probably do not remember and try to retrieve the bank accounts. I wonder how many bank accounts of targeted or killed or abducted people have been lost in the bank mergers. The fact that they can effect a person’s brain, in the way of making them forget important things, can hurt people in many other ways too. There is more going on than just lost bank accounts, with that scenario.
Sharon: Its overwhelming to realize even just these parts of what they are doing and the amount of people who are being hurt in various ways. I used to feel unloved when my family members forgot my birthday and other important events, because it happened so much. I now feel sure it was part of the targeting, because none of them were the forgetful types of people. They didn’t forget on their own, it was wiped out of their minds, just to make me feel unloved. And I’m sure similar things have happened to them as well.
Wisdom: There is a lot done, in heavily targeted families, to make loved ones feel unloved and to create discord or resentments or jealousies and competitions. Its heart wrenching, actually. It hurts everyone in ways that are not easily repaired.
Sharon: It does. Its a type of hurt that is far worse than a physical injury. Its excruciating!
Wisdom: And it has no chance to heal until the families are aware of what was happening to them and are free from the manipulations of their minds and emotions. They continue blaming or resenting or feeling unloved by each other until the core problem is realized and stopped and their Hearts are free. I hope public awareness of all aspects of the technological targeting is delivered soon. So many are hurting in multitudes of ways, including technologically or parasitically induced physical illnesses that are also being inflicted upon some heavily targeted families and individuals. Different ones are targeted in different ways. And it has to stop. It all just has to stop.
Sharon: It does. One of my loved ones appears to have been forced into having a surgery on his eyes and possibly implanted with some sort of microchip that appears to have him enslaved. I do not think it was a coincidence that my sister in law suddenly had to have a major surgery around the time when I was thinking about trying to seek refuge at my other brother’s home either. And the list could go on...
Actually, a nurse at a hospital injected a parasite into me. Some of the parasite stuff, which they inflict torture victims with, is like the stuff found in Africa. There are many different types; some that live just under the skin, some that are like dandrif, some that thrive in mucus membrains in the nose, many that are intestinal and other types of organisms that are either painful of uncomfortable. Its another one of those things that I can’t think about much.
Wisdom: That sort of thing has been happening to a lot of people and not just in heavily targeted families. Hospitals have been extremely dangerous places for targeted people, especially those who are not aware. Actually, they can be dangerous for anyone. Until all of this targeting is exposed and stopped it is wise to stay out of hospitals, and avoid all types of pharmaceuticals, if at all possible.
Sharon: I had prophetic dreams, which showed something bad happening with some sort of injection, which could be done under the guise of it being for just about anything. I have been avoiding all medical facilities and still trying to focus on herbal cures, even though the herbs and healthy eating are mostly impossible to do since I lost my home and gardens.
Wisdom: There must be multitudes of mind control victims and completely enslaved people working in hospitals and the field of psychiatry. Its just too sad. They are victims too.
Sharon: I’m sure there is. Prior to around the 1980s some of the microchips they used were big and easily showed up on Xrays. Why have more of these not been noticed and why are doctors not standing up for victims?
Wisdom: I’m sure they can sometimes control which doctors a micro-chipped victim sees. But most of the doctors are probably either involved in it, or used in it, at this point. The ones who are not involved are probably sworn to secrecy and/or threatened to lose their jobs if they say anything. Sadly, these sorts of things have been happening.
Sharon: I had a doctor, who was also a friend. He found a microchip in my back after I had a surgery in the mid 1980s. And it was odd how he tried to covertly tell me, just hinting at it. I didn’t understand at the time, but I do now. He was later heavily targeted, experiencing serious “accidents” and his medical license taken away. Around 2016 his phone was disconnected and I’ve been worried about him. He’s one of the few who had realized that we were being intentionally targeted and they have prevented us from remaining connected. I don’t know what's happened to him. They may have abducted him, like they have done with many other aware people. I think it would have been better for him if he had fully stood up for me, but I’m sure he didn’t realize that. I wish I’d known, back then, what he was trying to show me in the Xray.
Wisdom: It would probably have been better for BOTH of you if he had fully stood up.
Sharon: I hate to think of it. I tried to bring him help to him around 2014. But it may have just made things worse for him since we didn’t remain closely connected and there was no one who could be here for us. He told me that one of his friends had vanished...etc. I wish I’d known sooner and been able to do more to help people.
Wisdom: Its not your fault.
Sharon: Its just too painful to watch people, whom I love, vanishing or being controlled or enslaved or destroyed. This doctor was like a brother to me. In a lot of ways he was like my youngest brother - the one whose death was staged after he realized that something bad was happening in our family. He didn’t have the support he needed. I wish I had known.
Wisdom: Awareness is the key. But, the stage where the targeting is just starting to be realized by a watched victim, can be a dangerous one. Its much safer if its done in an aware group that can support each other and be witnesses for each other, which can make the targeting back off instead of vamping up. I hope a lot of people, who are not being heavily targeted and watched, get this information and quickly spread it as far as they can.
Sharon: I’m VERY closely watched and it makes it hard to know how to deal with it. Its too dangerous to not tell people. But it can sometimes be dangerous for me to tell them too. I’ve gone back and forth on this. Sometimes I just don’t know what to do.
Wisdom: Its best to stand up and tell people, no matter what. Its safer to stand in the Light, for everyone. The silence has been hurting and destroying a lot more people than the breaking of it has. More people must know about what is happening. People knowing makes it lose its power, which is why it fights so hard to keep it all secret. This situation desperately needs the Heart of officials and the media to deliver awareness to the public, so that masses of people know all at once...smashing their power into dust. . .humanity saved.
Sharon: I’m surprised it hasn’t happened yet - even just a small group of media and officials standing up for freedom would inspire others to quickly do the same, all around the world, and also start a ball rolling to quickly stop criminal use of the technologies and pharmaceuticals.
It seems like the mind control prevents people from realizing or believing what’s happening, like it did in my family. But if the information is coming directly from officials people would believe it. I wish I’d found out before they had me almost completely isolated. There is so much I could have done. It was in so many of my dreams and I still didn’t understand what was happening. I realized things too late for many important things.
Wisdom: People don’t realize what is going on because they don’t know the capabilities of space based technologies. Once we know about these technologies, which even includes weather modification systems, it explains many of the mysterious things that have been being reported in the news all around the globe; the flocks of birds suddenly falling from the sky, the pharmaceuticals found in drinking water supplies, the bees dieing, the crop circles that contain numerical messages like “beware of the deceivers,” schools of whales being beeched, unusual chains of disasters like tidal waves and earth quakes and volcano eruptions and odd weather patterns, including unusual amounts of damaging storms...etc. Space based technologies can even be used to help fires spread through changing wind direction. Some frequencies of radio waves can make certain types of organisms or algae massively multiply, like what's been happening in some lakes...etc. What has been suffering the most are the harmless and innocent and unaware animals and people, as well as the Earth and its atmosphere. Its been like an evil war against the world as well as humanity. And people are being told that it being done by aliens or God seeking revenge, which is not true. This hell has been being inflicted by human beings and it can be stopped. Criminal use of both space and ground based technologies must be fully realized and completely stopped as quickly as possible.
Sharon, stop blaming yourself for not realizing sooner! You have judged yourself too harshly for this. You are a victim of the mind control too. And its intentionally dulled your senses, and even temporarily crippled you at strategic times.
Sharon: On a more personal level, I had dreams that showed a man “dealing drugs in my home.” But I didn’t know it was about drugging me and possibly even my children. My children, Wisdom. I should have realized. My children. . .
Sharon starts crying. Wisdom is crying too.
Wisdom: See what I mean? ITS NOT YOUR FAULT, HONEY!
Wisdom pulls Sharon into a hug and holds her.
Sharon: I wish I could have protected my children and been there for them a lot more than I was in the late 1990s.
Wisdom: I know, honey. I know. But you couldn’t, because you didn’t know what was happening and it was happening to you too. They put a wall between you and your children. This has been happening in many families. Many have been being targeted and many have been hurt in the ways of making them feel abandoned and unloved.
Sharon sits up and blows her nose. A little more composed.
Wisdom: You can’t stay down on yourself for not being there for your children as much as you wish you had been. The truth is that none of you were allowed to be there for each other, since things vamped up. Who has been here for you? You count too. You have all suffered terribly and blaming yourself isn’t going to make it better.
Sharon: I had a lot of self doubt building before I started realizing that I was a mind control victim too. Its one of the dangers of being unaware. I guess some of it is still there. Each time I look back at the past, and realize how much it pulled me away from things I was supposed to be doing with my life, it makes me feel lost and almost desperate for all the targeting to end so that I can work at reclaiming my authentic and natural self. I hope it ends in time for me to recover and make up for all the lost time, for myself as well as my loved ones and others.
Wisdom: Victims who are not aware can quickly lose trust in themselves and fill with shame and self hate. Its very damaging for them to be targeted and not know it, because they tend to blame themselves. There are a lot of people who need to realize that its not them and that there is nothing wrong with them - a lot of people who need to regain deserved respect and trust for themselves and their loved ones.
Wisdom: The satanic ones have been after you since you were a child, Sharon and they went after your children too and there is nothing you could have done to stop it. You have done a lot for your children and you have been able to resist a lot. But you could not bypass the numbness of being drugged and being unaware of being drugged. . .and you can’t blame yourself for that. You resisted a lot. You never joined that darkness and they have tortured you horribly. Give yourself some credit.
Sharon: Its not a hard choice. The choices they gave me were to either join them and be used by them or be hurt by them and stay who I am. Its really scary that they force - torture and threaten people into enslavement. None of these people really chose it, but they ended up there anyway. . .some of them rendered unconscious and abducted. And when they give a choice its technically to either be hurt by the darkness or be hurt by the darkness.
Wisdom: Fair choices must have good options. And choices are only choices if they are made freely, with complete awareness and without drugs or mind manipulations or tortures or threats. This is why they cannot succeed with enslaving humanity and why those whom they enslaved and control must be set free. They broke their own rules with the pharmaceutical and technological mind control and their torturing people into joining them and their abductions of people and a method of technological enslavement, which they made people think was help or protection from the technological targeting.
Sharon: So, there is much hope for complete freedom from it all?
Wisdom: Of course there is a LOT of hope! Not just hope either; HUMANITY WILL BE SET FREE. I know how bleak it all feels and looks to you, Sharon. You have a right to feel hurt and scared and angry. And I can even understand your fading hope, because you have been being hurt for so long and things appear to be getting worse around you. You, and the people whom you love most, have been hurt so badly that its hard for me to even think about what you’ve been forced to endure. But, in order for you to continue surviving, your faith in the Light must return to being stronger than your fear. That Light is shining for you too.
Sharon: It sometimes feels like they are slowly killing me in the ways that are most important to me and this is terrifying for me. I deeply need time to heal and grieve and can not do it while being watched and tortured. I feel like I’ve been drowning in the unshed pain and all aspects of the targeting. I desperately need it all to stop, and not only for me - for all of us, Wisdom. Its hurting too many. Our suffering has been growing instead of diminishing. It all feels so horrible because it is too horrible. Sometimes I just want to scream, but I’m afraid that if I started to I wouldn’t be able to stop.
Wisdom: I know, but you can survive this honey. You can. And a time will come when you will be able to focus on healing from it. Can you work harder at taking better care of yourself on physical levels? I don’t want to lose you. Your all I have. Where would I be without you?
Sharon smirks though her tears.
Sharon: Your not going to lose me. If I go anywhere you’re coming with me. They have done a lot of sabotaging of that too. But I’m working on it. Is there anything you can do to help bring this hell to an end for everyone, including me?
Wisdom: We can write a book and help deliver awareness.
Sharon: We’ve already written several books and papers and they have infiltrated my and altered my writings and vamped up targeting at crucial times, interfering with my brain function and emotions and inflicting physical pain at strategic times. And they appear to have blocked many of my papers and books from being found and read. I just lost yet another publishing company that wiped all of my books off their site. They have kept making me have to start over with my work, in many ways. There appears to have been a plagiarizing part of the targeting too. Its been really hard to continue this way. But maybe I can try one more time.
Wisdom: I know. And I’m glad you did continue, even though none of your past writings are what they could have been if you had been free to do them with your Heart and in a peaceful, safe and private environment. But I didn’t help much and we can try again. Lets sing a couple of your songs. Maybe it’ll get us into the mood.
They launched into singing some of the songs Sharon recently wrote.
(Plug in Freedoms Peace song...etc._
Both Wisdom and Sharon start coughing and choking as they start singing. But they continue singing and it stops.
(Technological Holocaust song...etc.)
Sharon: Since today is Christmas, would you like to hear my new version of a song I wrote for my family in 2002?
Wisdom: I’d Love to.
Sharon: Will you join in on the chorus?
Light a Candle
Light a candle for my daughters who never had the chance
To let their precious Hearts and Spirits blossom and dance.
Light a candle for my brother who was lost one summer day.
Light a candle for my mother who was also enslaved.
Light a candle for my sisters, brothers and my dad.
And one for the memories that made us all so sad.
Light a candle for the freedom that we all still need
To recover from the pain and let Love plant a seed.
(Chorus:) Lets let it out. Lets shed a tear.
Lets bring Love into Christmas this year.
Sharon: They were lasering my throat.
Wisdom: Mine too.
Sharon: I’m so tired of this. Its just too intrusive. We should be able to do whatever we want without being watched and shot with laser weapons.
Wisdom: We will not be able to do this book perfectly under these conditions. But we can do the best we can. I knew you're heart wouldn’t give up and that you’d find the strength to try again and give me another chance. I’m proud of you.
Sharon shyly shrugs her shoulders and then smirks.
Sharon: Let’s do it - lets stand up for freedom and all it needs to be. Lets stand up for freedom for them and you and me. What should we call the book?
Wisdom: Maybe something like, Sharon’s Hope for the Future.
Sharon: No. I don’t want my name in the title. One of the other times when I tried to start over again I had named the book, Beacon for Freedom. We could name it that.
Wisdom: I like that name. That’s exactly what this book wants to be - a beacon for freedom.
Sharon: It was sabotaged.
Wisdom: It won’t be this time.
Sharon: You are the wise one. Lets put your name in the title. How about calling it, Wisdom’s Beacon for Freedom.
Wisdom: I like that name.
Sharon: We’ve been all over the place with this - back and forth between my issues and global issues. How are we going to write a functional book.
Wisdom: Its all connected and part of the same thing. We can’t be more organized while being tortured and suffering the effects of the radio waves they have been shooting at us, not to mention the results of all these decades of suffering under the targeting. We’ll just have to do the best we can under these conditions. The Heart of humanity will stand up to save itself from further destruction. We can be part of that Heart. Even though we can not do it perfectly, we can still do it.
In the distance they hear a voice yell, “Stop! Found dead.”
Sharon: We can do it.
Wisdom and Sharon smile at each other, hug and sit quietly for a while, the sides of their heads leaned together, both thinking about things to put into the book, both looking back over their experiences with the targeting, both deciding that the book will grow from their own experiences. Wisdom is, after all, gained from direct, personal experience.
Beacon for Freedom
(Hopefully a lot more will be put in this section. If I am allowed to finish it and follow only my own heart and not be hurt and threatened for doing so..)
Some of what belongs in this section is on this blog;
A call for the Heart of humanity to openly stand
up and save itself from further destruction.
A call for the Heart of humanity to openly stand
up and save itself from further destruction.
World I See
What kind of world can my weary eyes see -
What kind of world need grow to be?
A world where Love fills the void of hate
And freedom is delivered by hands of fate.
A world where everyone picks up paces
To lift broken people from wounded places.
A world where all is in a state of repair
And none are left in deep despair.